So....I have thoughts!

So....I have thoughts, does it really matter in the whole big scheme of things? I keep asking myself if my thoughts are pertinent. I suppose all of this thinking on my part is really very subjective and therefore relative only if the thinker's perspective is taken into account. I am weighing lots these days, revisiting some parts of my life and taking stock of my past decisions. I am particularly aware of how much I miss my Mom and how much she contributed to my life. Not all would have positive things to say about someone who suffered with short-term memory loss for the last decade but I miss her unconditional love. She lived most of her life believing she was not very determined, but I know she came to know herself very well and operated the last few years out a real sense of self-worth. I ponder many thoughts in the light of this season of grieving and know I must rely on the ONE who is able to make all grace abound in our hearts. Enough of this rambling about random thoughts. Time to turn to the Creator of all Life and praise HIM simply because HE is in control, has always been in control and will always be in control. God you are forever GOOD!