P.S. more thoughts on John 21

As the days have passed and I have continued to meditate on John 21. I realized that in the midst of fleeing and simple survivor instincts the disciple found themselves on that early morning with the biggest catch of their lives. Isn't God amazing, HE shows up with an abundance in the middle of our chaos? I am always trying to plan for the harvest of God, being watchful and careful to plant all the seed I can....yet, I find the truth of Scripture is HE and HE alone gives the increase. God is busy on our behalf, making preparation to presnt HIMSELF to us at every opportunity. It is apparent to me that God is at work in our lives and that it is vital to our spiritual well-being to continue to trust HIM unequivocably. I want to trust....God help me with my lack of surrender! We sing "I Surrender All" but do we live it? What does all mean? Even our loved ones and our own lives. Do we lay down our lives even unto death....not if we have a choice! God must order the universe with HIS great wisdom, I certainly could not be trusted with the responsibility. I must lean on HIS divine character and nature. HE alone is good! I am looking for HIS abundance in this season of my life....not because of me, but because of who HE is!