Nona's Thoughts

Thoughts of Loss

2011-12-30T12:48:00.000-08:00

Papa's brother passed into the portals of heaven last evening. It is bittersweet! He is enjoying the rewards of eternal life with Jesus Christ and we are still here striving to be more Christ-like even in loss. He was a very strong opinionated man, strict ethics, high morals and sometimes even legalistic. One of the qualities I admired about him the most was the legacy he forged in his children. The bible says our children qualify or disqualify us and well if you look at his off-spring they speak volumes of good stuff about their Dad. Papa always said his brother had excellent taste in women and I think that somehow filtered into my being picked to be Papa's wife. One of his best qualities was the ability to forgive even when he did not want to...in the end the Christ in him would win out and he would stop judging others and grant the priceless gift of forgiveness. May we all become better at this. We became family out of a difficult time but remained family out of personal choice on both sides to be accepted and loved. We will miss Ron, we loved him and we know he loved us! Our prayers for added grace during this season of transition for his immediate familyl.

Thoughts of pain and age, etc.

2011-12-01T21:42:00.000-08:00

After a busy Thanksgiving week-end with lots of guests, I find myself with an ache in my shoulder. The intensity of the pain is unbelievable; I am having trouble putting my arm in my sleeve and raising my arm above my head. I don't feel old in my head, but the body is another story all together. I was blessed by Papa's revelation last year that our spirits never age, Hallelujah! It would be terrible to wear out all at once. Papa is trouping through everyday himself. His eyesight has deteriorated and there are some challenges ahead. God is still God and we trust in HIS infinite care of our lives. Can't wait for the awesome testimony that will come out of this ordeal. Look out, we will be more than conqueror's. How do I know this.... because God's word declares it to be so. Everything that comes our way is a testimony in the making. Praise God for HIS never ending care of our lives. Pain is fleeting, but life in Christ is eternal.

Challenging Thoughts!

2011-11-08T16:56:00.001-08:00

Went to a spiritual renewal seminar where a clip of Brene' Brown's was shown. Very challenging to consider our own response to shame....what drives our behavior? I am trying to live authentically in a world that is less than enthused about absolutes. Trying to process through the facts that were presented and find the truth that God wants me to walk out in my own life. I am so grateful to the Spiritual Team at the local hospital for making these ministry days available. I left challenged, renewed in my calling to serve others and refreshed by the fellowship of others. God is able to make all grace abound and I am often so in need of "all grace". Having found myself living in HIS favor I want to give thanks for HIS unfailing faithfulness in every situation. May my life reflect HIS nature and not my own. Wow, God what a challenge, for you to increase in me so that I might decrease and become lost in the shadow of WHO you are.

Thoughts of Popa

2011-10-13T17:22:00.000-07:00

The call came early Saturday morning, Popa was in the hospital and not expected to live for more than three days. A hurried suitcase packed and tickets obtained and we were off to Arizona. Arrived late at night, stopped by the hospital. Popa wanted his son to stay for awhile. So, daughter no. 1 and I went to Applebees for the first real meal of the day just short of midnight. Lucky us, it was karoke night and the talented singers stayed home. Picked up Craig and headed to the hotel. Short night of sleep and back to the hospital to greet Popa and Grandma Mary for the day. Hard decision to be made and Popa was moved out of ICU up to 5C to wait for the sentence of death to play out. Hard to watch and wait for a loved one to take his last breath. Hard to watch the family dynamics play out. Wonderful opportunity for goodbyes to be said. Popa's son stayed at the hospital all night with his step-mom. Our daughter had to leave the next day to return to her own family and just about 9:25 p.m. Popa breathed his last breath. The mayhem of planning viewings, rosaries and funerals took up our time for the next few days and then following a funeral in Sun City West, Popa's body was flown back home to Stockton for a second funeral. My husband, son of Popa gave the eulogy quite eloquently, I might add. Lots of drama and lets face it trauma when you lose a loved one. Trying to recuperate, rejoicing that he is with the Lord and planning to continue to live our lives with purpose and meaning that goes beyond the grave. Popa will be missed. We loved him and we came to know that he loved us.

Never enough time!

2011-10-01T05:29:00.000-07:00

Never enough time to spend all the time with the kids, grandkids, family and friends we want. Never enough time to get all the things done I had planned to do. Never enough time to enjoy the quietness of the day. Never enough time to do all the crafting I enjoy. Never enough time to see all the sights and wonders of the world we live in. I realize I must make the time for what is really important or it slips away too. Grateful to know the ONE who is not bound by time and is available all the time. God is good. We have loved being in Oregon this summer, realized how quickly time is passing and how big our grandchildren are getting. We have loved watching them play in the backyard, run on the soccer field and catch passes at their football game. Life is full and rich and we are truly blessed. So, thankful for each moment spent loving and being loved. Eternally thankful for the love of God!

Calmer Thoughts!

2011-08-30T23:09:00.000-07:00

Life is full of ups and downs! It's the down times that cause most people to trip up. I hope that as I age I can roll with the punches and enjoy even the toughest of times. I am currently in unchartered waters but trying to enjoy the tide. Riding the waves has always been a bit a of a challenge for me as I get seasick; really seasick. Like just walking out on the dock makes my stomach turn. So, what does a queasy person do when there is movement all around her? I have said for years I wanted to be made into the likeness of Christ, I am not sure that I should have signed up for that. That means my life is not my own, I must love the unlovely, be compassionate when I would rather not be, and serve with my whole being.....even if the recipient does not respond in like fashion. UGH? REALLY? If HE is the God of storm, surely HE has plan. I will trust HIM and find HIM faithful to lead and to guide me around, over, under or through this season of life. My thoughts are calm because I know who is in control, not because the waves of life have ceased.

Thoughts of time passing by!

2011-07-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

I need to know what day it is. Popa has jury duty next week and does not want to miss it. He keeps asking me the date and I say "I don't have a clue." "Uh-duh" Popa replies, he has known for sometime that I don't have a clue and is just glad I have come to realize it on my own. (we are not just talking about the date here) For some reason neither one of us can keep the day of the week or the date of the month straight, we are simply living through the busy days of our lives. Maybe because it is not important to the tasks at hand. I am reminded that God is omnipresent. Time does not hold HIM captive. HE was, HE is and HE always will be! It is a comfort to be in HIS keeping, to trust HIM to hold the days of lives and to know nothing takes HIM by surprise. Thank you God for designing me to live in a world YOU created. I can trust YOU! YOU love me and accept me just as I am; my flaws don't surprise YOU or cause YOU to reject me. I am YOUR beloved and YOU are mine ALL THE TIME!

Where OH Where Have My Thoughts Gone?

2011-06-08T16:54:00.001-07:00

Overdue Thoughts!

2011-04-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe it has been a month since I posted anything on this blog. Time goes by no matter what. We have been busy entertaining Americans for the last ten days. We are taking the last one to the beach today and then to the airport at 1:35 a.m. to catch his plane back to Alaska. It has been busy but an enjoyable time. The weather is stifling hot, as it is once again April in Sri Lanka; proof that time goes by. I wore a sari yesterday and felt as if I would surely die, couldn't wait to don cotton shorts and a T-shirt. Besides all the heat and busyness there is one thing that never changes and that is our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. There is no shadow of turning in HIM! I am forever grateful that HIS thoughts towards me are never overdue, that His grace is sufficient and His mercies are new every morning. HE is always right on time for every situation and I can count on HIS unfailing love! Thank you, Lord, for loving me! You are a good Father!

Sunburned THOUGHTS!

2011-03-06T17:15:00.000-08:00

Yes, I am sunburned! Very sunburned in fact. Too much exposure to the tropical sun. Popa has blisters on this nose and neck, poor guy! I don't have blisters just red lobster looking skin, really red. Even my feet are sunburned, owie!!!!!! Monday here in the East, getting ready for another week without too much sun exposure. I will definitely try to be much more careful. There is one SON in which overexposure is never a problem, in fact the more exposure there is the greater the reward. May I be all over being in the brightness of HIS light this week.

Multiplication THOUGHTS!

2011-02-21T17:38:00.000-08:00

I hear that five, yes you read it right, five more grandchildren are being added to our family! Yeah, Kara and Jason. Much prayer will be needed, but much grace will be given. Ages 3 to 14, adoption sometime late 2011.

Thoughts about Momma!

2011-02-16T22:19:00.000-08:00

Today marks one year since my Mom went to live in Heaven. I miss her more than I could have ever imagined. Her voice is one of the things I miss the most. I also miss her unconditional love. She loved me and the call of God upon my life; she championed the missionary in me like no other. While I miss her, I am extremely grateful that God was merciful and did not allow her to linger here on earth in mental torment. Her mind digressed rapidly during the last few weeks and she retreated deeper and deeper within her confusion. God is healing my memories and I am thankful I have had HIM to walk with through this past year. Good friends have stood with me through the mourning process and I delight in the provision of a truly just Heavenly Father. God is good and does all things well, I trust in HIS ways and I delight in HIS never ending mercies. I am delighted HE made it possible for me to honor my Mom and her wishes right up to the end. Momma, I miss you but I know you are waltzing around the throne of the God you taught me to love.

Thoughts of 2010

2011-01-15T04:34:00.001-08:00

The year has passed with many changes. My mother passed away on February 16th and I am still feeling her absence. She truly loved me and respected me beyond anything I deserved. I miss her voice and her wit. My husband always found her so witty and enjoyed her humorous ways even in the waning of her mental capacity. There are days I just long to hear her voice, but to no avail. I have faced amazing acceptance this past year in places I did not expect to find it and rejection in all the old familiar places. Life is interesting and hopefully we grow in wisdom with the passing of time. I have found friendship to be sweeter as the years go by. My daughters, their wonderful husband and the grandkids fill my heart with warmth that only mothers and grandmothers know. My husband continues to grow in faith and knows first hand the joy of added days to his life. He has become my hero as he has faced much physical pain without complaint and has learned to trust God for everything. Purposeful living has become our mantra and we are blessed/happy to have found such a rewarding lifestyle. God has been our constant friend and the keeper of our ways. Looking forward to 2011 with great faith.

Just One Thought Tonight

2010-12-19T07:51:00.001-08:00

I MISS MY MOM!

Thanksgiving Thoughts!

2010-11-30T08:43:00.000-08:00

How does one adequately say THANKS to the Creator of Heaven and Earth? I came to the revelation today that my life lived out for the glory of God is the highest form of worship. I am thankful for HIS commitment to the process. I am grateful to have a believing husband and believing children who are actively walking out their faith one step at time. Being true followers of Christ is worthy of a life spent in pursuit of God's divine purpose. In this season of reflection it is comforting to rest in the All Knowing, Ever Present, and Sustaining Arms of God!

So....I have thoughts!

2010-11-15T01:04:00.000-08:00

So....I have thoughts, does it really matter in the whole big scheme of things? I keep asking myself if my thoughts are pertinent. I suppose all of this thinking on my part is really very subjective and therefore relative only if the thinker's perspective is taken into account. I am weighing lots these days, revisiting some parts of my life and taking stock of my past decisions. I am particularly aware of how much I miss my Mom and how much she contributed to my life. Not all would have positive things to say about someone who suffered with short-term memory loss for the last decade but I miss her unconditional love. She lived most of her life believing she was not very determined, but I know she came to know herself very well and operated the last few years out a real sense of self-worth. I ponder many thoughts in the light of this season of grieving and know I must rely on the ONE who is able to make all grace abound in our hearts. Enough of this rambling about random thoughts. Time to turn to the Creator of all Life and praise HIM simply because HE is in control, has always been in control and will always be in control. God you are forever GOOD!

Random Thoughts

2010-10-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

Is homesickness a real sickness? Is so, are there definite symptoms? How does one take one's emotional temperature? All I know is that I miss my girls and the grandchildren, more than any time in the past. I do not like to be away from any of the girls when they are sick and I hear my youngest daughter has been feeling punk. Thankfully, I have learned not to live by the dedicates of my emotions or I would be on a jet plane. Tomorrow I may feel different and so I continue through today with the conviction that I am in the right place at the right time for the right reason. Who could ask for anything more?

Thoughts of how quickly and slowly time pass!

2010-09-19T03:34:00.000-07:00

We are coming up to the 1st anniversary of Joe's death, (Oct 2nd) can a year really have already passed? There were moments this past year I thought would never end and yet in reality they have passed all too quickly. For Joe and Mom time is no longer a factor, they have left this temporal realm and entered into the presence of the ONE who will reign throughout all eternity. They have left behind all the trivialities of life here on earth and are enjoying the splendor of heaven. We who are left behind still measure our days in the passing of seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, and years. I am reflecting on the life Joe led, serving my mother throughout her long illness and loving Jesus for providing him the opportunity to do so. What a man!

Thoughts of what it means to ride a motorcyle and actually be the driver!

2010-08-24T07:44:00.001-07:00

Yesterday Popa drove the Harley and I drove the Yamaha to Silverton, Oregon the back way. It was about 180 miles round trip. I actually made it! My calfs hurt, my hands hurt and my back side hurts. I do not know if I am really cut out for this. It is a bit overwhelming to keep it all together....I could definitely use some improvement on starting and stopping more accurately. I did not enjoy the scenery as I was too busy concentrating on keeping my speed up and the bike upright. Should it really be that much trouble to enjoy something? I wonder if I work this hard at enjoying God? I should, I do know that relationship with HIM is where real fulfillment and enjoyment exists eternally. All of this other stuff is simply the "fluff" of life, here today and gone tomorrow. Lord, help me to spend my life in pursuit of YOU!

Long hot day thoughts!

2010-08-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

Today was a long hot day that followed an extremely long night. Who would have thought that a Saturday in Oregon would be so hot by noon? Popa and I were attempting to put the hot-tub back together, it suffered an internal electrical fire a few months back and needed some TLC to get it back into soaking shape. The night was long because we were so over tired we could not sleep, then when we finally fell asleep we were met by the bright light of day in our bedroom long before we were ready to get up. Long day yesterday as we met with the attorney, the accountant, the hot tub repairman, and our good friends. Then on the trip home there was an accident blocking I-5 and we had to detour around. The two hour trip home became three. Life is full of the unexpected and yet that is exactly why it is called life. It is what we do in those moments of unexpected drama that determines the quality of life. We put the hot-tub back together successfully, watched the grandkids swim for a few minutes then went for a motorcycle ride out through Marcola. Yep, you know it, I am finally riding my own bike. It is a bit intimidating but you know me, I love a challenge. Anyway, the day is winding down and we are looking back thankful for the accomplishments and feeling drowsy enough for a good night's sleep tonight. God is always with us and therefore life is never beyond HIS control. We are grateful to be HIS children and delighted to ride through life together. Be content in your life and find the hidden treasure in every event.

Thoughts about Momma

2010-07-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

Today is my Mom's first birthday in Heaven. I miss her! I know she is infinitely better off but there is nothing like a Momma's love. Today was her earthly memorial service and I am grateful to our Heavenly Father for HIS provision in this arena. HIS portion is more than enough. Pastor Jess did a superb job and I am grateful he was momma's shepherd for the last six years. God is so wonderful in HIS care for each or us and I marvel at HIS never ending grace. Momma, thank you for a life that spoke volumes about Jesus!

Thoughts of what?

2010-07-08T07:18:00.000-07:00

Well, as you can see from the passage of time, my intent to post on a more regular basis was more intent than follow-through. I am convinced this is the case in most of our human efforts to improve. We plan to do better, we even hope to do better but the truth of the matter is this...life is hectic and we rarely slow down enough to have a rational thought. Popa and I have been home one week, I have new glasses, have seen the dentist twice, had a facial, had jury duty and have managed to avoid doing the six loads of laundry waiting in the dirty clothes basket. See what I mean, life is crazy and we all are just going through the motions of keeping up. I want to slow down and smell the roses not just pick up the decaying petals from the garden where they have fallen. I am reminded of the ONE who does not operate within the boundaries of time and I am grateful for HIS constant care in my life. HE is never to busy with details to care for me and HIS mercies never come to an end. Oh, how grateful I am that HE is my friend. Thank you, Jesus, for you truly are a friend who sticks closer than a brother. I won't promise to do better, I will say I want to do better. May you each find yourself enjoying your days, friends and family. Our six grandchildren have run through the house with the lightheartedness that fills the young and we have delighted in their company. They have found their way into the swimming pool and into our busyness. Thank you, Lord, that our children and their children have made our lives rich and sweet. May our lives enrich you in some small way today. YOU are eternally good!

My thought!

2010-06-20T20:59:00.000-07:00

It has been a little while since my last post and it is always my intent to do better. The key word here is intent. Life has been busy and yet good. Time passes no matter where we are or what we are doing. The issue really is, has the time passed with a change for the better within our sphere of influence? Most often this question is best answered by those who are observing our lives from a close proximity. I have been increasingly aware of the importance of wisdom in our living among others here on earth. Has my knowledge and wisdom increased? Most of us traverse through life without a conscious awareness of the benefit of wisdom. I say this from firsthand experience. I have spent most of my days just trying to survive the current situation. Now, as I am aging and facing some of the realities of this temporal life I realize the importance of wise decisions, wise living, and even wise thought processes. Popa and I are finding ourselves content with less and less which is the complete opposite of our younger years when we were always trying to get more and more. More and more money, more and more things, more and more enjoyment, and more and more self satisfaction. There is never enough money, or enough things, or enough enjoyment or self satisfaction to make our joy complete and in the end none of it is lasting. My thought is this: simply enjoy the moments God grants you with family and friends; ultimately live your life to glorify your Maker and you will find true wisdom. From an ever learning Nona.

Mother's Day Thoughts

2010-05-08T22:59:00.000-07:00

This is the first Mother's Day of my life that my Mother is not somewhere I can call and say "I Love You!" She is with the lover of her soul and enjoying her heavenly home. Her passing has brought an even keener sense of how fleeting this life really is. I can honestly say I miss her but I do not mourn for her. She is in a much better place with a infinitely better life. She was a selfless mother when I was a child and she prayed for me daily; my depth of knowing God was fashioned by her input. God graciously gives and HE graciously takes away. Blessed by the Name of the Lord. I am away from my three precious girls this Mother's Day and yet I rejoice in knowing the heritage of knowing Christ has been passed down to their generation and their children's generation. God is ever faithful and I am content in knowing HIM, in whom life is eternal and not constrained to this current world. May each of you Moms find your joy is complete. Be Blessed!

Questioning Thoughts

2010-04-17T10:36:00.000-07:00

Time has a way of passing without any real effort. It simply is passing from one moment to the next. Today marks two months since my Mom transferred her address to that golden city we call Heaven. It hardly seems possible and yet it is a certainty. For her time is no longer an issue; for me all that remains is the time I have left to lay up treasure in Heaven. Popa and I are enjoying our time in Sri Lanka and looking forward to our trip next month to England and then to Spain. While we anticipate earthly travel the greatest consideration should be where our final travel destination will be. The earth as we know it is escalating in volcanoes, earthquakes, tornados, wars and rumors of wars. In case you haven't notice, this is prophesied as a sign of the end of the age. Time for mankind to fear the ONE true and living God, who presented himself in the form of a man, named Jesus Christ. If you haven't taken the time to meet Jesus as your personal Savior, do so today. Don't let another day pass without the assurance of where your final destination will be. From this Nona to you, be blessed and enjoy the time God has given each one of us on this earth. HE is good and faithful and my Mom is definitely glad she took the time to make HIM her Lord and Master.

Hot Thoughts!

2010-03-23T20:41:00.000-07:00

I bet you are expecting some great wisdom or awesome financial tips by the title! NO! I am literally just extremely warm, sweating to death in fact. We are in Sri Lanka in the hottest part of the year. I do not usually sweat, even with exercise, so to have perspiration dripping off my body in rivulets is a big deal. The good news is that the heat will abate in about 40 days and we will acclimate over time to the weather here. Popa always says "it confirms for him that hell will be a terrible place". The bad news for those who reject Jesus Christ is that there will be no escape from the fires of hell and they will not acclimate over time, but will have an eternity of weeping and gnashing of teeth. Escape while you can and join the ranks of the redeemed of the Lord by confessing with your mouth that you are a sinner, that Jesus paid the price for your sin on the cross and rose again the third day. Heaven is the destination of those who know Jesus Christ and we will spend all eternity with the ONE who paid the ransom for our sin. I think the climate in Heaven will be perfect, now that is a HOT THOUGHT!

Thoughts about loss!

2010-03-18T20:06:00.000-07:00

I remember very distinctly the first morning after my Mother passed away. I woke up and my first thought was that it was the first day of my life without my Momma. I was so emotionally conflicted I could hardly move through the day. I have come to know that there is someone always in the "state of loss"; I realize that I have walked through life without an awareness in this particular area. In the last six years our family has faced much loss and looking back the most prominent thought this Nona has is that God is always there, HE does not leave us or forsake us. It is my hope that in the process of time we have learned to trust HIM more and to depend upon HIS grace more. The best news for me is that death can only separate us for a little while if we know the ONE who gives eternal life. My Momma knew that ONE and is rejoicing with HIM as she awaits my arrival in heaven when my numbered days are up. Many have gone on before us and what a glorious day it will be when we join the throng of heaven proclaiming worthy is the King! Thank you, Jesus, for paying the ultimate sacrifice to redeem my life from sin and death.

My Momma went to Heaven TODAY!!

2010-02-16T23:01:00.000-08:00

No more pain, no more suffering, no more confusion! Yeah God! You are truly awesome and I know my Momma is enjoying your presence.

Thoughts of Thanksgiving!

2010-02-15T21:06:00.000-08:00

The last eight months have been filled with lots of emotional upheaval. My Mother and her husband faced a cancer diagnois for 88 days before Joe went to heaven. Mom's mental status continued to decline and she came to Eugene to live. She is in the third facility and not doing well. Her little brain took a turn for the worse about five days ago and I took her see the doctor today and he referred her to Hospice. So, now we begin our second Hospice experience in less than a year. You may ask how I can entitled this blog "Thoughts of Thanksgiving" and I will simply say because we are never outside of the care of our Heavenly Father, HE knows all, sees all, and is in control of all. I am grateful for the events of this day, HE orchestrated my steps and put the right people in place to get the needful care in place for my Momma. I want to close this blog by saying how blessed I am to have had such a praying Mom; she introduced me to Jesus and for that I am forever Thankful!

Thoughts of ?

2010-01-17T20:52:00.000-08:00

Well, it is mid-January 2010 and I am wondering where time has gone. Normally, Popa and I would be back in Sri Lanka but we are still in Oregon seeing to the details of my Mom's health and welfare. It is difficult to keep putting your trust in God day after day when not much has changed in the last twenty-four hours, but the truth is simply....God is in charge of our lives. There is no higher authority, no one who loves mankind more (including my momma) and no one who weaves the fabric of our lives together into fine tapestry than our loving heavenly Father. So, we get to turn over our days to HIM with a heart of thanksgiving and praise. I am learning a new level of trust as I watch my dear Momma decline mentally more every day. It is hard to watch someone you love withdraw into a state of confusion and not be able to do anything to stop it. The ONE who keeps our lives in his hands is the ONE who numbers our days. There is room for growth in every situation and circumstance. In these last days of January 2010 I hope to find a new level of faith and trust in God as I continually entrust my Mom into HIS care.

Thoughts????

2009-12-26T18:03:00.000-08:00

More than a month since my last blog, what oh what is the world coming to? Today is our anniversary, Popa and I have been married 39 years. I can't really remember life without him at my side. He has loved me more than I deserve and made a great effort to make my life better every year. He is a great father and an even greater grandpa. He has been a rock through the last six months of dealing with aging and dying parents. I could never have made 44 trips to Portland on my own. He drove me time and time again. Thanks Popa, (he knows I don't like to drive). He has reached out to his own family during critical diagnosis time and time again. Life is heading in one direction from our first breath at birth, we are all destined to die but the question remains "where will we spend eternity?" It is possible to know the answer, to know Jesus Christ personally guarantees us life with HIM in heaven. So glad, I know HIM! I met HIM by simply admitting HE was the son of God, that I had sinned, and that I needed someone to wash my sins away. Believing in Jesus was an act of faith with great reward, I challenge each of you in these final days of 2009 to find Jesus for yourself and guarantee your future in heaven for eternity. More later from a blessed Nona.

I've lost track of time and my Thoughts

2009-11-20T17:17:00.000-08:00

Well, can you believe it? Another month has passed and I am just now getting around to blogging. This post comes to you from Phoenix, AZ. Popa and I are here to say our good-byes to Grandma Mary, as we call her, she is Popa's step-Mom. She is a wonderful lady who has loved us and been a blessing in our lives. Her heart is failing and she is on her third regiment of chemo, the cancer has come back with a vengeance. The truly wonderful news is that heaven awaits her and that is a reality for her and for us. Thank God for the blessed assurance of life eternal spent with HIM! We were privileged this week to spend time on the campus of Saddleback Church in Lake Forest, CA. It is a truly amazing testimony of God's faithfulness. The other news is that my Mom has not adjusted well to life without her husband. The dementia has advanced quickly and we are facing what looks like another move for her. I believe with all of my heart it is a season to simply TRUST God, HE alone knows the details and we get to surrender and let HIM work in our lives. A good friend once told me "if we work, HE rests, but if we rest HE works" I am endeavoring to rest in HIM, the true author of life. If you don't know HIM, simply say God reveal yourself to me, help me to know you and HE will respond. More later from this Nona, the question is: how much later?

What Thoughts?

2009-10-21T23:02:00.001-07:00

It has been a whole month since I posted on "Nonasthoughts"; where did this past month go? My Mother's husband, Joe, passed away on October 2; God was so merciful, his passing was peaceful and quick. My Mom has had a very difficult time remembering Joe is gone and that she no longer lives in her house. I had to have her declared legally incompetent and that was a paramount emotional cliff-hanger for me. Thank Heaven for Popa and his unwavering devotion to me, he has driven me up and back from Portland twenty-four times in the last thirteen weeks. We are tired emotionally and having to deal with lots of little details in seeing to the ongoing care of my Mom. There is her house to sell, her assets to be complied and her ongoing care at the assisted living to be provided for. In all of this, I can truthfully say "I know God has a plan" and I take great comfort in knowing HE is still in control. Life is not so much about what is happening around us as it is about our staying tuned in the ONE who controls the universe. I am so glad I am on a first name basis with HIM. My best advise for everyone is try Jesus, HE never fails. I hope to be able to blog a little more regularly but I am not making any promises. More when I can from a Nona with all to many thoughts!

Are these really my thoughts?

2009-09-22T16:16:00.000-07:00

Today I am tired...physically, emotionally and spiritually. I know the scriptures says he will not put on us more then we are able to bear. Ugh! Do we have to be taxed to the limit? Joe, Mom's husband, was in the ER for 7 hours on Sunday night with more bad news, the cancer has spread to his abdomen. He looks so sick already, I cannot imagine how much more his poor body can endure. We got home at 3:30 a.m. Now, we need a wheel chair and a hospital bed. More moving on the horizon, not our favorite thing to do. Popa and I have made 19 trips to Portland in the last ten weeks and this week promises to be at least two trips also; yet God's grace never wears thin. God is ever faithful and HIS strength is imparted at just the right moment in time. We marvel at the ways of the Lord and then are able to look back and see how much He has grown us in the process. Nothing we are going through is for naught, HE has a plan to make us into his likeness. Whatever situation you find yourself in, don't despair; the light of God wants to shine through you. Be willing to be conformed. I wish that you might prosper even as your soul prospers!

Can we say stressed out NONA?

2009-08-23T16:38:00.000-07:00

Yes, we are still parent-watching! My hope is in God and HIS never ending grace.

a Nona who is marvelling?

2009-08-23T16:30:00.000-07:00

I am always amazed at how things come around. While Popa and I were pastoring we had a young lady in our church that we really tried to sow into emotionally. She had come to our church with a very dysfunctional background and we knew God alone would be able to heal and bind up her woundedness. That young lady graduated from the University of Oregon and went to Korea to teach English as a second language. She has blossomed and learned how to navigate life very well. She knows how to take personal responsibility for her actions and also how to hear from God. She emails me from time to time and I am always encouraged and reminded that God is more interested in HIS own creation than we even imagine. It has been my pure joy this week to read her emails and to marvel at her personal growth and development. I am very grateful for the small part God let our church play in her journey. Don't loose heart, hope in God! HE is always faithful and HE will repay your service to HIM and for HIM!

Tired NONA~

2009-08-08T19:20:00.000-07:00

Well! Life has certainly been challenging. My Mom has digressed in her dementia and her husband is really sick with the cancer that has spread to his brain and lungs. I decided this morning that the best thing I could do was to turn them over to God. Everyday has enough troubles of its own and so I do not need to go looking for more. I am enjoying a few days at home in my own bed before I go back to Portland to drive to yet another doctor's appointment. Next week-end I will be flying to California to celebrate my Dad's 80th birthday! While it is not the best of timing I am looking forward to a respite from the parent watching in Portland. Popa will be doing the parent watching while I am gone. Our middle daughter will be returning to Tennessee on Saturday after a two week visit. Life is always moving, just not always in the fashion we would choose. I am sure our Heavenly Father must look at our lives and think they are always moving just not in the direction HE had planned. Dear Lord, help me to follow hard after thee. May I find myself in the center of Your will for my life. You are worthy to be praised, worshipped, and adored not matter what life is like for us here on earth. We are not here forever, but only aliens passing through. Help me to keep my eyes focused on YOU!

??? Nona!

2009-07-21T09:46:00.000-07:00

On the day I made my last entry, my step-Dad (J) had a stroke and life changed. We were in Phoenix with Popa's Dad; who was recovering from a 5 unit blood transfusion and having 1 1/2 litres of fluid drained from his lungs - his wife was recovering from a 6 veterbrae fusion. Needless to say we left them in capable hands and headed toward Oregon. We left at 4 am on July 7 from Bull Head City Arizona to Vegas on to Reno, Susanville, and Mt. Shasta before crossing into the state of Oregon. I must say the ride from Susanville was freezing, temperatures in the 30's without our leather gear and we were on the Harley. We made it home safely and having been parent-watching in cooperation with my sister ever since. The stroke left (J) with a paralyzed left arm and my mother with the problem of even recalling he has cancer that has spread to his brain and lungs. I have since learned that my Dad's wife (N) has breast cancer and will face surgery this week. Popa spent 4 days last week in Idaho seeing his mother who is very frail following several strokes. Our parents have been relatively healthy up until this summer. Popa and I are home on a 3 month furlough which is quickly vanishing, I had planned to spend the time with my girls and the grandchildren. I must however submit to the God and HIS divine plan. HE says HIS thoughts are higher than my thoughts, and his ways above finding out, so I bow my life to HIS will. It is not easy this dying to self, especially if your beloved momma has dementia and has angry outbursts, but it is necessary. Our hearts are in Sri Lanka and the new 5 year visa is such an awesome provision of God that we know HE has plans that will unfold in HIS timing. My prayer is that HE, the God of all mercy, be merciful to all.... (J), my momma, (N) my dad, Popa's Dad and wife, & Popa's Mom and husband. The absolute good news is that all are ready for heaven. We have that assurance and know God will never allow us to be tried beyond that which we are able to bear. Pray for this Nona, that she would continue to willfully submit to God and HIS ways and that she would find her confidence and rest in HIM! More from the parent watching Nona later!

Traveling Nona

2009-07-05T13:37:00.000-07:00

Well we have now been state-side for one month, I cannot believe how quickly time is passing. We drove our motorcycle down to Southern California and then across to Arizona. Our pastor friends from Sri Lanka met us in Central California and preached at a couple of different churches (two in Central California and then two today in Southern California). We are currently enroute to have lunch with Craig's Dad tomorrow. His health is failing and it is best for him and Grandma Mary if we just come for the day; so that is our plan. We will go from there to see Craig's Mom in Boise and then head home for a few precious weeks with our beloved grandchildren and their parents. My aunt is coming for a few days from Houston, Texas and that will be a special treat. I will spend a few days with her and my Mom in Portland, Oregon. I will fly to Califonia mid August to celebrate my Dad's 80th birthday. We have been shopping along the way for the things we will take with us back to Sri Lanka. One of the biggest rewards of coming to the Los Angeles area was that we were able to apply for our five year multiple entry visa to Sri Lanka and were given the visa in a very timely manner. (Like less than thirty minutes) God is always faithful and we are ever in awe of HIS provision in our lives. It is so amazing to simply follow HIM and have HIM direct our paths. I am sure I will post a few more thoughts before returning to Sri Lanka. Enjoy your summer and please take time to enjoy your families...they are precious! I am always aware of how much God wants to enjoy HIS relationship with each one us. We are precious in HIS sight. Don't forget HIS eyes are ever upon you. The Nona with time racing by.

2009-06-01T04:01:00.000-07:00

This will be my last post from Sri Lanka for the summer. In less than 36 hours Popa and I start the long journey towards Springfield, Oregon. We are excited to see our family and friends. I think we may even be looking forward to some rainy Oregon weather. One of the things we have missed the most is driving our own vehicle. The partially red 1988 Silverado Pick-up in the garage will be a real treat to drive; hopefully it will get a paint job this summer. Popa is so looking forward to a motorcycle ride in the cooler climate. I am looking forward to good cheese, good ice cream, and a nice juicy steak. Our time here has been wonderful and profitable in so many ways. It is a joy to be able to call these people our friends. They have been so gracious and kind. We will miss them. Seems wherever we are ..... there are those we miss. I am hoping that our grandchildren and children will find a way to visit in Sri Lanka in 2010. Some of the greatest news about Heaven is that there will be no sorrow there, we will not know the pain of separation anymore. We will forever be in the presence of the ONE who loved us and gave HIMSELF for us. I trust each one of you know where you will spend Eternity, if you are not sure please ask me and I will gladly share with you how to know for certain. That's all for now from a truly excited Nona......can't wait to see those six little darlings.

Nona's Thoughts on Aging

2009-05-03T19:51:00.000-07:00

Today is Monday and I am getting ready to start another hot day in Sri Lanka. I am thinking that in just one month I will be standing in the airport in Eugene, Oregon with my grandchildren jumping up and down all around Popa and me. The trip is long and hard on our bodies, especially these days (we are not getting any younger). Popa has been talking with me about the fact that our bodies age but our spirits never do. I need to be looking at the fact that my spirit says I can pack in an hour but my body knows it will take me a few days. There is a much to be done here as we wrap up our counseling appointments for the summer months and finish up our teaching assignments. My thoughts are in a bit of a whirlwind as I contemplate seeing four sets of parents in four different locations around the USA. My dad will be eighty this summer and Craig's dad will be eighty-five. Our mothers will be seventy-seven and eighty-two. I cannot help but wonder about the spirit in each of them, do they still feel young on the inside? The body begins towards an end from the first breath, the spirit however lives forever. Knowing Jesus has persuaded me that my life is eternal and only this body will be laid to rest. I am sure God knows my days and there is a peace in being in HIS eternal care. For now, I am just enjoying the life I now live; forever grateful to have extraordinary children and superb grandchildren. The contemplative Nona.

Thoughts from a home-sick Nona

2009-04-18T03:52:00.002-07:00

What am I homesick for? My children and grandchildren. My friends. The life I am accustom to? I had a very emotional encounter with a woman yesterday who is consumed with loving the Lord Jesus Christ, she just kept saying to me over and over again " I just love HIM, I just love HIM!" and then she would ask "do you understand?". I did understand but was also ashamed of myself after listening to her story. Everything and everyone she has ever held dear have been taken away from her, she was evicted from her home and stripped of all her finances and yet she sat across from me and kept saying "My God is so good, so great and awesome in HIS power, I just love HIM, I just love HIM!" After a few hours of contemplation I realized I should be homesick for the presence of Almighty GOD! I should miss the consuming desire to be pleasing in HIS sight above all else. I have spent the last twelve hours greatly convicted of my petty desires. I really do want the testimony of my life to point to Jesus Christ and HIM alone. May you find HIM in the center of your thoughts, your desires, your time and in fact your entire life. As always a contemplative Nona.

Nona's thoughts about living in Extreme HEAT!

2009-03-29T05:41:00.000-07:00

Extreme HEAT has convinced me of one absolute for sure....I don't plan to go to hell. There are days when I think I have found that eternal lake of fire. The heat is so intense it takes my breath away. The beauty of Sri Lanka is fading as I view it through sun scorched eyeballs. They tell me before I loose sight of the beautiful isle it will cool off and my love of the place will be restored. So, with that knowledge in mind I am gearing up for one more month of heat in hopes that knowledge of the fleeting hot season will sustain me through April. The saddest news is that many could escape the eternal lake of fire we refer to as hell, but they choose instead to go their own way, do their own thing, and plan their own days here on earth. How sad to be so caught up in the moment that they loose sight of eternity? With age comes a realization that life is so short, the bible describes it as a mist that is fleeting; a vapor that was but is no longer. I hope my days here on earth are spent storing up treasure in Heaven where moth and rust do not corrupt. I am excited to know Jesus Christ as my personal Savior and Master. I have learned so much about the Master living here in Sri Lanka the last few months. My prayer is that my life will remain always fully subject to the Master's Will. In HIM and HIM alone we find peace that does not end. I close this blog with only this thought why go to Hell when Heaven is an option? As ever, A NONA who does not like extreme HEAT!

Crazy Nona Thoughts

2009-03-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

Well, it should be interesting keeping this blog tied to the title. Am I really crazy or do I just think that would be the easy way out? Does sleep deprivation contribute to my crazy thoughts? Is anyone really sane? There are days when I know I know I am crazy....my thoughts spin around in my head and I can't seem to make sense of life. Just when I think I have it (life) figured out it changes. Sleep is a wonderful thing; on the other hand the lack of sleep can be a terrible thing! I know first hand; as a teen-ager sleeping was my hobby and I loved it; now, as an adult lack of sleep can turn me into a raging maniac. Right now I am not feeling so bad, because, as I look around I am having trouble identifying even one sane person! I have been going through the school of difficult learning this past couple of years trying to own for myself the knowledge that my perspective becomes my reality....so having said that I better sign off as any sane person would do and find another topic to write about.

NONA

True to Form Nona

2009-02-27T20:48:00.000-08:00

Almost one month has passed since I composed my last post. I cannot believe how quickly time is passing. Popa and I were able to extend our tourist visa here in Sri Lanka until June 15th. We can relax and focus on the passion of our hearts. The people here are very engaging; we attended the 25th Wedding Anniversary of some friends here this past week. It was very moving and we so enjoyed the festive celebration. Popa has gone this morning to a cricket match, the heat is extreme so I am hoping he survives the bright sunshine. I have been busy re-arranging our bedroom which is totally out of character for me. I cannot help but wonder how many times God would like to rearrange our lives but we say 'sorry that is totally our of character for me'. We may not say it with our words but our actions really convey the message that we are in control of our lives and that God is truly not the master. I am seeing a level of surrender in the Christians here that is convicting and inspiring. Daily I meet people who have truly suffered persecution for the sake of Christ and I am must examine my own dedication to the One I call LORD! For our own sakes it would be in all our best interest to find total surrender to the will of Heaven! If we truly want the provisions of Heaven to become the manifestations of earth we will have to find ourselves in sync with the precious Holy Spirit. I find myself thinking of my adorable grandchildren this morning, knowing they are all together in one house back in Oregon is emotionally compelling to me. I love them dearly and am so grateful for their addition to my life. I often think about how God feels when people are added to HIS family, the word of God says 'all of heaven rejoices'. May each of us find a new-found passion for the thing that concerns God the most. Love to all, the faraway Nona.

Dragging Nona

2009-02-01T01:09:00.001-08:00

I am tired and feeling a bit run down. I think the hectic schedule of the last two weeks finally caught up with me. Popa and I attended two church services this morning before heading to our flat for a bite of lunch and a much needed nap. I am ever amazed at God's arrangement of our lives, HE is at work providing opportunity after opportunity for us to demonstrate HIS nature to a lost and dying world. So often we fail to recognize HIS divine intervention into our daily routine. We often miss the opportunity to share HIS love with others. Life is made of up of sixty seconds in every minute and sixty minutes in every hour arranged in twenty-four segments we call a day. Today is the only day we have, tomorrow may never come and yesterday is gone. I ask myself "What am I doing for Christ in 'my today'?" Am I serving others as HE served, am I loving others as HE loved, am I dying to self as HE died to self? The answer is painfully obvious to me, sometimes I am serving, sometimes I am loving and sometimes I am dying to self. There is still so much to surrender to God that I am overwhelmed at HIS long suffering with me. Someone said this week, that we are always growing in grace and I say a hearty "amen"! May I encourage you to submit to the examination of the Holy Spirit and may you find yourself readily engaging in all the needed changes in your life. Abundant life in Christ is the goal. Press on to finish the race and complete the course in victory; our God is faithful to the end. I missed Mr. Gaige's 6th birthday, can he really be that big already? He did inform me on the phone that yesterday he was 5 and today he is six and HE IS BIG! Happy Birthday Gaige, Nona and Popa love you much! You are BIG! Where is time going and how quickly must it pass? Only what we do for Christ will last. The not feeling up to par Nona.

My first public thoughts in 2009!

2009-01-05T05:50:00.000-08:00

I seem to have the uncanny ability to realize that it has been about a month since I blogged. Popa and I are in Seattle trying to update our about to expire passports. We arrived amidst a snow shower that left me anxious and nervous. We discussed yesterday that movement is not the same as progress and I can attest to that. Sometimes movement is retreating or falling back into old habits and old ways. As the new year begins it is customary to hope for a better outlook on life and a better opinion of self, but as this new year begins I find myself more concerned than ever that the creator of all would find me pleasing in HIS sight. Sometimes, we let the opinion of people marr our progress with God; it is my hope this year that my life be pleasing to God. I find myself challenged by the passing of many saints in the last few years to make my life about investing in something with eternal rewards. We will be returning to Sri Lanka in nine days and know with a certainty this is God's purpose for us in this season. The weather during our time in the Northwest has been cold and snowy, not my favorite for sure. No matter what is happening around us it is really about our attitude. Like the Apostle Paul it is so important to learn to be content in whatever state we find ourselves in. I wish for each of you a happy and glorious New Year. Be Blessed, NONA

Nona's thoughts re:Oregon bound

2008-12-05T21:02:00.000-08:00

We are leaving Sri Lanka in 5 more days to head for Oregon to spend Christmas with our children and grandchildren. Our time on this beautiful island has been rich and full and we are forever grateful for the wonderful experiences we have had. There is a new awareness in Popa and I about the real meaning of life here on earth. It is truly just a mist, a vapor; but the other side is for all eternity. I am trying to get my earthly baggage ready for the long trip home through Singapore but am really trying to sort through the baggage of my life and get of rid of anything that is unnecessary. I use to hate it when I was younger and people talked about the wisdom that comes with age; yet it is at this junction of age that I realize how truly wise that particular statement was. I am a rambler in thought and word, so now you realize why this blog is called Nona's Thoughts and you are likely to encounter all sorts of random sequenced thoughts. I might also add that one of my college professor also expressed to me on several occasions how much I love run-on sentences. More than anything else I am profoundly aware of how much the creator of Heaven and Earth loves me and is committed to my well-being from his perspective. My next blog will post from my home office in Eugene, Oregon....until then may the joy of Christ be your portion and may your cup of peace overflow. The anxious Nona of Elijah, Amelia, Gaige, Rachel, Dalton, Collin, and Colton.

Homesick Nona

2008-11-09T20:12:00.000-08:00

I am not so much homesick for Oregon as I am homesick for family and friends I have a wonderful Sri Lankan family but I miss my girls and the grandchildren. I have great friends here but miss my friends, Linda and Sharon. It is amazing to me that God in HIS infinite wisdom put within mankind a need for companionship. The relationships HE has built in our lives are the most meaningful and lasting. There is nothing that compares to HIS great love in our lives, but there is also the treasure of the love of family and friends that HE provides for us. We are living in a little apartment above one of God's most faithful servants and our lives are being enriched by the Spiritual impartation we are receiving on a daily basis. We have the privilege of sitting down one on one with the man of faith and discussing the life of a true follower of Jesus Christ. The "we" in my thoughts is my faithful husband and myself. Popa is truly a man of faith and his faith is growing as he sits and talks with Pastor Colton. May we faithfully live out the truths we are receiving. I pray God bless you and keep you and cause HIS face to shine upon you! As always with my love, NONA

Distant Nona

2008-11-04T20:54:00.000-08:00

It is November 5th here in Sri Lanka. November 4th at home in America and the day of our National Election for President. I just listened to a very honorable man give a very honorable concession speech which honors our new President. It is needful that all Americans be respectful and prayerful regarding our newest President. He faces many challenges ahead. God is ultimately in control and it is the thought of man that he, in his humanity, can somehow circumvent the purposes of God upon the earth today that are folly. I believe God will respond to the prayers of his people whenever they humble themselves and call upon HIS marvelous name. I want to encourage each of you to place your complete trust in a loving heavenly Father who is always present to help. Take heart dear ones, we are not alone. The Almighty Maker of Heaven and Earth is with us and thus we are more than conquerors through Christ Jesus, HIS beloved Son! Life is really about our perspective and I am finding out that if I want my reality to change I must change my perspective. More later from this beautiful isle. Be blessed in your coming in and your going out. NONA

Happy NONA

2008-10-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

It has been about 3 weeks since I posted on this site. Time has way of slipping by more rapidly than I can imagine. Popa and I were Indonesia for 11 days; that explains at least part of the passing of time. Then for the last 5 days we have not had internet here at the flat, UGH! Today, however, I am a very Happy NONA wi-fi is back! Being out of communication with those we love seems so painful and I cannot help but wonder if that is how God feels when we aren't communicating with HIM. Tomorrow promises to be a day filled with the Lord's family, Popa and I are traveling outstation about 1 1/2 hours for church. Popa will be preaching and then we will have lunch with the Pastor and his wife. God is ever faithful and always present in our lives. We marvel at HIS patience with us and the continual love and favor HE bestows upon our lives. On a personal note, we missed our grandson's birthday celebration this past week. It is the first time in eight years we have not been there with the family. It has been 6 days and I am still feeling a little sad. The hardest part of being in Sri Lanka is being away from our children and grandchildren. More later, from a lady who loves being able to communicate in almost any fashion. As ever, NONA

Hot Thoughts

2008-10-07T22:57:00.000-07:00

Popa and I are still in Sri Lanka. Enjoying the culture and the people. Lots has changed since we came here almost 30 years ago. We have furnished a small flat, it is really a four room apartment. The bedroom is the biggest room, we have a sitting room, a bathroom, and a small kitchen. It is very comfortable and we are delighted to have a place of our own. We will be leaving on Friday to go to Indonesia, having never been there before we are anxious to see their culture and people. We will be there for twelve days and then return back to Sri Lanka. I really need to get some laundry done and a few things packed for the journey but I am procrastinating. I am often reminded that mankind fails to be ready for the greatest journey of their lives. They fail to insure where they will spend eternity. One thing is sure none of us leaves this earth alive. We are destined to face eternity; the question is will it be in heaven with a loving God or in hell because we have rejected HIS love? I trust each of you will make the decision to accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior and insure for yourself a heavenly home when it time to leave this earth. God is ever faithful and HIS mercies never come to an end. Call upon HIM while HE may be found. In the tropics, NONA

Nona's Thoughts from miles away!

2008-09-30T18:42:00.000-07:00

Popa and I are currently in beautiful Sri Lanka and enjoying the wonderful tropical fruit. There is a lot to be said about sunshine 365 days a year, especially if you are from the Northwest and use to lots of rain. I love the SONshine of all creation and the rain of HIS precious HOLY SPIRIT! I guess that makes me an all weather girl because I also love the wind of SPIRIT. Life is interesting when you follow God. I am not sure my own thoughts are even relevant and I find myself more and more trying to tap into HIS thoughts. I realize that being a Christian in our culture has become cliche and I truly want to be identified as a follower of Christ. To be a true follower of Christ is serious business because from the moment of HIS birth HE was only headed one place, to HIS death on the cross of calvary for the salvation of other. Am I really saying that I want to die in order for others to live. Our world as become caught up in the "me syndrome" and to follow Christ we must die to self. With age comes wisdom and I realize that there is only one thing worth dying for ... the life of others. Press on you soldiers of the cross of Jesus Christ we are assured the victory. God is ever faithful to cover our weaknesses with HIS strength. The once again traveling NONA.

Simple Thoughts!

2008-09-14T23:23:00.000-07:00

I am sometimes amazed at how quickly time is passing! When we are young, we wish our lives away and now that we are older we are trying to stop our lives from passing so quickly. What is it about the human race that makes us want something we do not currently possess? Could it be our humaness? I had some thoughts regarding the life of Job today and wondered again at his ability to continue to trust God. He was immersed in suffering and yet he trusted on, his friends were of no help...in fact they were a deterrent and yet he trusted on, God was not even slightly interested in Job's questions for HIM and yet Job trusted on in the midst of silence. How much do I trust God? It is sometimes good to consider these things before we find ourselves in the midst of trials and tribulation. My thoughts are simple because they are simply my thoughts. Yet, God is not surprised by them. HE loves me and HE loves you and HIS grace abounds in our lives. Praise HIM while you have breath! HE is Good! Nona

Tired Thoughts!

2008-09-03T22:31:00.000-07:00

It is September 3rd and I got picked to serve on a jury today. I was really hoping to be excused from my civic duty. It is very tiring to spend the entire day sitting in a court room trying to absorb an assortment of details. My back aches and my leg foot is swollen in response to the days's task. My grandchildren started school this week and I have not even called to find out how they faired on their 1st day of the new year. I am really thankful that God is never to tired to take an interest in our daily lives. The scripture says HE neither slumbers nor sleeps. Can you imagine being on duty 24/7 to the entire human race? I get tired just trying to imagine it! Yet our God is ever faithful, ever committed to relationship with us and ever ready to speak into our lives. I am forever grateful for HIS great love, HIS never ending mercy and HIS enduring grace in my life. Take heart HE knows where you are, who you are, and what you have need of. HE loves you with a love that knows no end. May you be encouraged to cast all your cares on HIM for HE cares for you. A tired but thankful Nona!

Thoughts from Home

2008-08-25T22:01:00.000-07:00

We are HOME, as in our own house with our own bed. YEAH!!!! My thoughts are better here. I am very tired but very grateful that our trip was wonderful and we had traveling mercy all the way. We met wonderful people, had lots of divine appointments and were blessed to participate in some wonderful KINGDOM building situations. We were privileged to be part of one church giving $130,000.00 to another church in the same town for their building project. It was awesome! God is good, faithful, and true. Being HOLY SPIRIT directed is adventurous. We had the privilege of praying with many people along the way and are confident God will send others along to encourage them in their journey. We are both heading to see the doctor tomorrow and will face those decisions as they arise. Take heart God is still on the throne and will meet us at our point of need. I sign off with only the thought of my own bed tonight. Later, Nona

Questioning Thoughts

2008-08-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

I am sometimes overwhelmed in situations where I cannot trust my own feelings. How to find the mind of Christ? Practicing the Holy Spirit 24/7 can be a challenge ....listening for that still small voice and trying to follow after peace. The sensory overload of everyday life tries to crowd in, making it difficult to engage the spirit man. Nevertheless we are commanded to be led by the Spirit. So many times we want to ask "where" before we agree to be led. Why does the flesh war against the Spirit? I know the answer to that! It is just important to acknowledge the struggle. These are my thoughts this morning at 6:30 a.m. and I am sure the day will unfold in much the same fashion. This is the surety: God is faithful, I am not always; I am weak, HE is strong....and HIS ways are above finding out, so, cancel the "whys and wheres". We are in the San Joaquin Valley visiting my Dad for a couple of days and then slowly heading home to Oregon. The weather here has cooled off about 10 degrees and we are grateful. We left Arizona yesterday morning about 3:30 a.m. to try to beat the heat and ended up having to put on wind breakers because we got a little chilly. It was wonderful! One day at a time, the scripture says each day has enough troubles of it's own, so we get to cast all our cares on him and press on. Love to all those who call me Nona. May God abundantly enrich your life today.

Thoughts from Arizona

2008-08-16T05:35:00.001-07:00

I have not been very good at posting to this blog, it is not that I have not had any thoughts. One of my thoughts from Arizona is this - no one should travel by motorcycle in the month of August. Yesterday we spent in the swimming pool and of course I got sunburned. Today I will be staying indoors. We picked up a Harley Davidson in Palm Springs two weeks ago; Popa is very pleased with his new bike. It is beautiful and we are truly blessed. We have met some wonderful people along the way and feel like there has been eternal purpose in our trip. We are heading to my Dad's house in the next couple of days and then to see Craig's brother. We miss the grandkids and are ready to see them all. It is my Dad's birthday today and he is still healthy and in his right mind. He was a great Father as I was growing up in his home and it is because he loved God that I received a wonderful Christian heritage. Popa and I have been studying the life of David and are being stirred to keep our eyes and our hearts on the maker of heaven and earth. God is still at work making us into what HE wants us to be! The testings of life are preparation for HIS eternal puposes. I do not want to miss out on HIS plans for my life. God help me to attain all that you desire. Listening everyday for the leading of HIS voice is a constant challenge; hearing HIS voice is so exciting and fulfilling. May each of you find yourself listening for HIM along your journey. NONA to the greatest grandchildren in the world.

What Thoughts?

2008-07-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my oldest child's birthday! I remembered as I do every year on her birthday the awakening to motherhood she introduced me to with her first little cry. Her life continues to amaze me. Of recent I am so aware of her understanding of the Kingdom of God and HIS purposes on the earth. My heart thrills to hear her long for the authenticity of HIM. HAPPY BIRTHDAY #1! Popa and I are traveling to Tennessee for daughter #2 and her hubby. They stayed behind to finish up some house projects and will meet us in Nashville at the airport in a couple of more days. The wind that blows across these mid-nation states is constant and strong, I always forget about how windy Wyoming is. The people here say "if the winds quits blowing they would fall down." As Christians it would be amazing if the wind of the Holy Spiirt quit blowing that our lives would grind to a halt. It is so much easier to travel with the wind then against it. Today we will finish up Wyoming and hopefully Nebraska heading for Kansas City. Popa did the driving yesterday after a fiasco of a morning. I got up early and drove the car to a wand car wash and got Popa a latte. Someone helped themselves to my cell phone and the tires on the car shook so bad we had to stop and have them balanced and the air pressure adjusted. While Popa hung out at Les Schwabs I visited the Verizon store down the street and got a replacement phone. It worked out swell considering we gave up four hours of driving time to get theses things done. The whole time I was talking God, telling HIM I knew HE was in control, that HE orders the footsteps of the righteous and I finally just rested in the fact that I wasn't suppose to be on the road. Our twin grandsons will turn four this next week-end and I hope to find them a gift before their party. Popa and I will be flying home from Nashville so I can't be buying on this trip unless I also acquire a new piece of luggage to haul my purchases in. Life is hectic and yet God is at work in us and for us. Church was powerful on Sunday! God is moving all over the earth and I want to flow with the wind of HIS spiirt. How about you? Love to all, the traveling Nona.

Nona's Thoughts have gone missing!

2008-06-23T11:03:00.001-07:00

It has been a month since my last blog and all I can say is that my thoughts have been to random to record. Popa and I have been very busy, we are traveling to a church in the Portland area every Sunday. It is good to serve those God has put in your hearts. We are excited about maybe getting to take a month long trip on our motorcycle. We are also making plans to return to Sri Lanka in the fall, with maybe a stop off in Indonesia and then some ministry in England. God is always faithful to order our steps if we wait on HIM. We are finding it imperative to be led by the Spirit and we will spend a month with focused daily practice on total obedience. It is important to establish a habitual pattern of following the Holy Spirit. Our days are full and yet there is a longing within to find ourselves totatlly submersed in HIS perfect will. Popa will have a tooth extracted today and implant preparation done. His eye condition is on hold while we wait for the last steroidal injection to work. We know God is faithful and we continue to press into who HE is, it is only as HE increases in us that we are able to decrease. Lord, please continue to work in us as we choose to submit to your divine hand. The Nona and her oh so random thoughts.

Thoughts by Nona!

2008-05-28T19:41:00.000-07:00

Today is a cold rainy day and I had so hoped for a sunny spring day. The weather in Oregon is nor predictable at all. We just simply get what we get and often without much notice of the impending change. I am thankful for the grace of God that is always available in my life. HE is constant and sure. HIS word says HE never changes and HE fails not. I can count on HIM, HE is stedfast. Today I got my eyes examined and realized it had been 4 years since my last exam, no wonder my glasses aren't doing the trick....I need new ones....not to worry my friend will be here tomorrow and make new glasses for me next week. This afternoon Popa and I ran to Portland to check on a friend. It was a quick trip but good! I think it is so important to honor the covenant we make with others....sometimes that means we are simply there for encouragement and support. We will be having lots of company over the next few days....some coming for the memorial service of their Dad, and others coming to check on wayward parishioners. All and all it will be good to be with friends and family. Popa has had a couple of rough days adjusting to some medication changes. I pray he is able to make the transition without too much trouble. The fuel pump went out in the pick up last week and now we need to have the air-conditioner checked out in the Maxima. Oh well, life is just life, and it is all about how we react to it. It is my hope to be Christ like in my choices and I hope you find yourself choosing to be like your Maker in all you do. God Bless you and keep you always in HIS care! NONA

Thoughts on rainy day!

2008-05-21T15:56:00.000-07:00

The weather changes quite quickly here in Oregon. I am always amazed at how quickly the sunshine hides and the rain clouds appear. The rain falls and then the sun peaks through again. When the sun shines, mankind gets out in it and tries to enjoy every moment; yardwork suddenly becomes enjoyable, washing the car and the "honey do list" doesn't seem so bad. I find God, as the author of the weather, is fully aware of its many facets. HE is also aware of all that concerns me today. Maybe that is why the scripture tells us that today has enough worries of its own. Finding adequate grace to walk through everyday is one of the wonders of knowing Christ. God is always present. The truth is that the "SON" shine is always present therefore life is worth living. I am working hard at adjusting my perspective, I am trying to concentrate on the mere wonder that the Son of God is involved in my life. HE loves me and is committed to my success. If you feel like the rain is the dominant facet in your life look for the "son shine", I promise you it will peak through whatever dark clouds you are facing. God is good and his mercies endure forever. Be Blessed, NONA

Nona's Random May Thoughts

2008-05-13T21:46:00.000-07:00

I spoke at a wonderful church on Sunday and was blessed to find myself preaching on Mother's Day. We had a wonderful meal with the church family and then joined our middle daughter and her in-laws for another wonderful meal. There were actually three missionary families sitting around the table at one time in the afternoon. I always marvel at how God's presence in our lives draws us together. It was a truly a great Mother's Day. I got to enjoy my daughter and sleep over at her beautiful house. Popa and I helped a little bit with some debris and yard work on Monday and enjoyed another great dinner. I love that my daughter loves to cook good food. There is something very soothing in this knowledge. Popa has had some neck pain the last few days, we saw his doctor today and hopefully his pain will be beter tonight. God is always faithful and HIS grace is sufficient for all our needs. I spent most of the day quietly resting and enjoyed a good soak in the Hot Tub tonight after a great friend brought us some more excellent food. I finished up some left over responsibilites and can now go to bed without unfinished tasks on my mind. I love the fact that God's grace is ever present to work and to will HIS divine plan in our lives. Follow God and your footing will always be sure. May you be blessed and find yourselves ever in HIS unfailing care. NONA

Pulling together some random thoughts!

2008-05-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

Life has been crazy with Popa's eye surgery. The surgery itself went very well; the problem being .... now that the cataract is gone the extensiveness of the problem is exposed to Popa and he has been anxious about just how much his eyesight is affected. The pressure in his eye was up last week and so we have had some extra doctor appointments. We are still putting in eye drops four times a day and will return to the doctor this week for more evaluation. We have also been traveling every week-end to be in a church about 100 miles away while the pastor is out of town. We will be traveling again this week-end as I will be preaching on Mother's Day at City Blessing Church....then the following week-end our good friends are saying good-bye to their pastorate and taking up a new ministry while other good friends are being installed as the new Senior Pastors about 75 miles south of here they have asked us to come be a part of the transitional service. Life seems to get busier and busier....I can't help but ask myself 'what does it all mean?'. We were able to spend some time with Violet, Herbie and Big Weld this week-end. In fact I did their parents the awesome favor of taking the grandchildren to McDonalds and buying them Happy Meals with the singing 'American Idol' toys. Let's just say it is great being the 'Nona' and not the Mommy. I will pick up youngest daughter's son from kindergarten today and spend a little time with him, he loves 'Tom and Jerry' and eating snacks at my house. I wonder if God is delighted by the simple little pleasures of spending time with his family? Wonder is not exactly the right word, of course God delights in the pleasure of spending time with us...it is more about the wonder of the intensity of the delight. I trust our lives make HIS heart glad. I want to encourage you today to purpose to delight the heart of God with your lifestyle. More from the busy Nona later.

Week-end Thoughts!

2008-04-12T16:03:00.000-07:00

It has been a long week. Popa had some doctor appointments and actually ended up at the surgery center one day to have an epidural injection, which helped with the low back pain. The eye doctor scheduled him for cataract surgery on April 28th. He has three appointments on Tuesday this week, I can't imagine we will get anything else done. My joints are achy and swollen again today. I hope this can be rememdied soon as I do not enjoy pain. The local grandsons are here today and their parents should be showing up any moment, I think they are ready for a change in venue and I am ready for a quiet nap. They are delightful little guys whom I love more than I ever imagined I could. Looking forward to some time with princess and her twin brothers next week after we go to Grants Pass to celebrate YaYa's husband's 60th birthday. It should be fun, good friends are hard to find these days and we are blessed to have several in our lives from years gone by. No real news, we had to make a trip north for an appointment on Friday, God is always faithful and our time was fruitful. Keep trusting Jesus, HE truly cares for each one of us. Nona

Nona's Thoughts Today April 9, 2008

2008-04-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

I am a bit overwhelmed with the lack of purpose I feel now that I find myself home in Oregon. Popa and I are ernestly seeking the Lord for direction. We find ourselves truly dependent upon HIM, the maker of heaven and earth. How does one traverse these difficult waters of decision without God's leading? We are pressing into God with all we have and know HE has a plan that will satisfy the longing of our hearts. It has been a real joy to see our darling grandchildren and visit with our daughters and their hubbies. They want to see us fulfill all that God has for us and they are praying for wisdom and guidance. I once read that a missionary is only truly happy when they are in the "air" coming or going....it might be true!!!! Jesus is all together lovely and HIS ways are perfect. May you find yourselves leaning into HIM with all your being. HE will never leave you or forsake you. NONA

My thoughts are just my thoughts!

2008-04-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe we have been home for five days. I must admit that the No Jet-lag pills we got from AAA really helped. I am still not completely turned around on this time thing but I am at least functioning to some degree. Someone asked me if my trip seemed surreal now that I am back home...the real problem is that life in Sri Lanka and even life in China had eternal purpose and I for one am not willing to return to life here in Oregon without that eternal purpose. God alone knows where I can best serve HIM and I want to find myself in that place very quickly. Popa and I have never been people who can sit on the sideline and let life go by; I do not believe that is God's plan for us now. Our last Sunday in Sri Lanka....Popa and I both got to share in People's Church it was wonderful to be able to minister God's word and to minister to his people. We anxiously await our return to the beautiful island and the people we love so much. In case, our friends next door to the flat are reading this blog, please email me....I forgot to get your email addresses. The American Nona of three Sri Lankan grandchildren.

Nona's Thoughts in Sri Lanka

2008-03-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

Today is March 24th and Popa and I were able to spend the day at Mount Lavinia Hotel south of Colombo. It is a beautiful beach and the weather was perfect. We had a buffet breakfast and fish and chips for an early supper. We got too much sun! Our time here in Sri Lanka as been fabulous and we are sad to see our visit coming to an end. Popa and I have been playing Wii with the kiddos next door to the flat, oh what fun. Popa was quite exhuberant in his competitiveness this evening. While he played I went for a quick birthday visit for one of the pastor's wives. We had chocolate cake and a nice visit. The availability of products is quit surprising and life is actually quite enjoyable now that we have air conditioning to sleep with. We enjoyed a wonderful meal yesterday with our Sri Lankan family and then went for espresso with the eldest son and his wife. It is amazing to be old friends and to share the goodness of God with one another. One week from today we will begin our journey towards Oregon, where oh where has the month of March gone. My thougths today are simply about the faithfulness of my God, the true and living God! I am overwhelmed with HIS love for me and want to remind each of you that HE loves you. The travelling Nona.

Nona in Sri Lanka

2008-03-09T21:13:00.000-07:00

Today is Monday, March 10, 2008. Popa and I are at People's Church in Colombo, Sri Lanka using their Wi-Fi, after using other modes of internet connection this is superb. I am also sitting in an air-conditioned office awaiting the morning tea. My oldest daughter is going to be disappointed as I cannot find the sweetner you hold between your teeth as you drink your tea. This has been an adventure of a lifetime. It has been amazing to return to this beautiful island after 24 years and meet old and new friends alike. My hair has begun to curl, I do not know whether this is good or bad or if it even matters. Popa is excited to be able to get a latte on a daily basis and we are enjoying the rice and curry. The traffic is horrible and that is putting it mildly. I just close my eyes and trust God to get us to our destination safely. The fact that has become crystal clear to me is that no matter where we go, God is there. His word says, HE will never leave us or forsake us and so we are always in HIS keeping. There is no better place to be than in the hands of our God. May you each one find time to reflect on HIS guidance in you own lives today. More from the travelling Nona later.

Thoughts from Sri Lanka

2008-03-02T20:17:00.000-08:00

Today is March 3rd, 2008, we arrived back in Sri Lanka two days ago. It is a bit overwhelming to return after 20 something years. We have been emotionally challenged the last few days with memories and wonderings about what ifs. It is beautiful here, the palm trees and the beautiful flowers. The people are much as we remember. Those we knew are older just as we are older. It is the favor of God on our lives that allows us to be here. Popa has suffered daily with the heat and my leg has swollen to three times its normal size but these are physical trials that do not compare with all surpassing glory of our Lord. We are humbled to think God would ordain us to once again serve him for this month in Sri Lanka. I have so many thoughts I do not know what to share in this blog. We had three divine appointments enroute and felt God sustain us physically on the long journey. Our friend and interpreter from years ago has been serving in Lebanon for the past 10 years as a missionary with her husband; they will be returning to Sri Lanka in April. If they are coming the first part, we may extend our stay in order to see them. We are expectantly waiting on the direction of the Holy Spirit. Be encouraged God has plans for all of our lives, plans to prosper us, to give us a hope and a future. More from the beautiful island of Sri Lanka later. love, Nona

Jumbled Thoughts

2008-02-21T17:59:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my baby's 29th birthday, it seems like a lifetime ago she was born in Sri Lanka and yet the years have raced by. I spent most of the day today ironing for our upcoming trip to Sri Lanka, we leave a week from today for a month long visit to our old stompping grounds. There are so many details to attend to. Last week-end was very busy with a business conference in Portland. We stayed a couple of days with my Mom and her husband. While we were gone, the baby and her family moved into our house. They will be living here until their house is finished. The boys are very excited with their Moma's birthday present. She got a ten week old puppy named BEA. My joints have been aching a lot and I am hoping a change in my thyroid medication is the culprit for the pain I have been experiecing. Yesterday, I was thinking about how the school of the Holy Spirit is based upon voluntary attendance. The sweet Holy Spirit is always on duty ready to lead, guide, and direct each of us into all truth. I hope you all have a blessed week. I will try to keep writing on a regular basis during our upcoming trip. NONA

Wild Thoughts!

2008-02-14T12:11:00.000-08:00

Today is a crazy day with lots of doctor appointments for Popa. It is also my birthday, I am not getting older just wiser. Ha! An old friend called, I have not talked to her since 1985. She remembered it was my birthday and decided it was time to reconnect. She wanted to thank me for being someone she could look up to when she was part of our college group. The good news is...she lives less than 25 miles from my home and we will be visiting sometime in April. She has to wait until April because today Popa and I booked our tickets for a return visit to Sri Lanka. I cannot think of a better birthday gift then to have finalized our thirty day visit with our Sri Lankan family. Tonight dear friends are making me a birhtday dinner, even delivering it to the house and sharing the meal with our local family. Popa spoke at Pastor Oscar's church last night and then came home and wept most of the night at the goodness of God. He said "I cannot believe how good it is to preach the word of God". I know I'm prejudice, but it was awesome and received so warmly by all those in attendance. We drove home really late last night so Popa could make it to the surgery center by 7:30 a.m. today and get a couple of epidural injectin before the upcoming trip. We visited the primary care doctor after that and Popa will go in this afternoon for a cranial fascia release massage. It has been a really full day already. I have been contemplating Baritmaeus in Luke 18 and how important it was for him to know what to ask Christ for, it seems quite obvious to us that a blind man needs his sight, but it was much more important for the blind man to recognize his own need of sight. How many of us are spiritual blind and do not even realize it? Dear Heavenly Father, help me to know what I need from you....give me insight into the right answer when you ask a question. Thanks for listening you faithful bloggers. The good news is that I will be taking my laptop to Sri Lanka and blogging faithfully about our adventures in faith. Blessing from the wiser Nona! Oh, I must be getting older, I do ramble on and on....

Last Thought of the Day

2008-02-06T00:01:00.001-08:00

The one thing that is here to stay is change. I think Popa tells me that quite frequently. I was thinking tonight this is true and change is difficult in and off itself but it is almost impossible without your friends. Friends make almost anything bearable. So, to all of you who have helped Popa and I weather some difficult changes the past few years we thank you. Your friendship and committment to us has made the difficult days much more pleasant. We bless each one of you in the name of the Lord. Just one more thing, tomorrow and the day after will all have their degrees of change. Nona

Last Thought of the Day

2008-02-06T00:01:00.000-08:00

Catching a Thought for the blog before....

2008-02-03T23:18:00.000-08:00

My life is hectic again this week. I am heading to Portland to see my mom and then to visit with a couple of pastor friends. Popa and I will stop in Silverton to keep three little grandchildren for a couple of hours on the way up. Fun! I made several little gift bags this past week for an event at the Hilton this Wednesday, I will work the event with two others for three hours. I made 1200 bags to be exact and am not really sure what I did the rest of the week. My oldest two grandchildren spent the night with me on Friday night after a swim birthday party for grandchild #3....needless to say...I did not get much sleep and spent most of yesterday laying around catching up. I was thinking about my girls baby books this week and even about my own baby book. None of them are complete. The stories only partially recorded. I realized how awesome God truly is, HE faithful records all of our lives, there is nothing that remains hidden from HIM, no detail left out and yet HE as the ultimate Father continues to remain committed to bestowing HIS great love upon us. HE does not hold our past against us, HE does not keep track of our failures or short comings. I started down this road of thought because someone in my life made a comment about my own history and I was amazed at their inability to see me differently. The issue is mirrored by their own life and yet they remain totally unaware...isn't that always the way it is. We can behold the splinter in each others eye but miss the beam in our own. Popa preached a message about our being able to recognize in others what is so predominant in us because we are so familiar with the material. Anyway, thanks for listening you faithful readers, it is always very helpful for me to share my thoughts in writing. Take Heart, God forgives and forgets, unlike people who can sometimes forgive but rarely are able to forget. Thank you, Lord, that you love me and are committed to the end result of my life...totally committed to making me into your image. Help others to recognize your great grace at work in me. Be blessed as you traverse this week.

P.S. Daughter #1 you are a wonderful young woman and I treasure being your mother. I appreciate your heart and the honor you bestow upon me. Your children are blessed to be your offspring...you are teaching them honesty and how to communicate with others. May God grant you all the desires of your heart as you pursue him. Your husband is a great guy too. Love, Nona

Snowy Thoughts

2008-01-28T20:04:00.000-08:00

Today was the second day of snow here at our house. We live on the shady side of the street and the snow tends to remain on our property longer than our neighbors. Popa and I shoveled the driveway three times yesterday and twice today, not to mention having to keep the snow off the swimming pool dome. The good news is that I got to enjoy the hot tub twice during the past couple of days of snow, once with Popa and once with the grandsons who live up the street. I am always reminded of the fact that tho our sins be as scarlet the blood of Jesus washes them white as snow. It the knowledge that God the Father sees our lives as spotless as snow when HE beholds us through the cross of his beloved son, Jesus Christ. I am once again compelled by HIS love to choose the pathway of righteousness. HIS love is everlasting, it never comes to an end; HIS love is unchangeable, not based on my behavior but rather on HIS own nature. I am baffled by HIS unstoppable love and yet so comforted by the meaning it adds to my life. I pray that no matter what the weather is outside that you will know for certain the love of an all gracious Heavenly Father on the inside. NONA

Lots of Random Thoughts

2008-01-25T11:56:00.000-08:00

Hello you faithful blog readers. I imagine some of you as your read my thoughts and wonder if they touch your heart like they do mine.
1st thought today has to do with being uneasy or not at rest...I believe this happens when our God given directive is stifled. I can only use myself for an example...someone said to me on Wednesday when isn't my life busy? This comment provoked some thoughts within me...I am always busy, hopefully, serving others as that is what God has gifted me to do. I love to serve others, I am not even particular about who it is as long as I can serve them for the sake of the Kingdom. I learned in 2006 as I was caring for my three grandchildren for several weeks in a row that it was much easier if I served them as unto the Lord....in fact it became a joy to Popa and I. That does not mean we did not get tired...it means there became something eternal in the giving of ourselves in the time of need. We are to love our brothers (and sisters) as ourselves. I do not know about you but there is very little I truly deny myself. We live in a very selfish culture and the environment of self-importance has leaked over into our living out what it means to be followers of Christ. A note to young parents...your children are the only thing you can take with you into etenity...please invest in them wisely in the few short years they fall under you parental authority. Do not let your children define you... it is your job to define for them a Godly perspective of themselves. To teach them to love, to serve Christ and others, and to honor the very life God gave them.
2nd thought as to do with our getting weary in well doing...we often find ourselves in a struggle because we assume "this" is all there is. We are at the end of the story. God help us all to stay tune for "the rest of the story".
Our perspective can define us if we let it. God, however, is not done with us. HE has a hope and a future for us. Jeremiah 29:11. It is for good and not evil, HE is at work in us completing HIS good pleasure. HIS work in us is progressive, some trust or hope in horses, some trust or hope in chariots, but I trust or hope in the Name of the Lord. Psalms 20:7. Lately, God has been correcting my perspective, HE is not done with me, there is more to the story HE has designed for my life. I do not know how HE will accomplish HIS design for my life, but I pray I stay tuned in until HE performs all of HIS promises over my life. HIS word and HIS name are trustworty. I am encourgaed in the Lord today and I pray you will be too...God has something better for us than we are currently experiencing. I love the phrase, "always for more, never for less". There is always, always more in God for our lives.
May each one of you find yourselves re-engaging in your God given directive this week. I bless you in the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit!

Popa and I were privileged to be in the Portland area twice in three days then to have two wonderful little boys grace our home for a couple of days this week. The pure love of children is a priceless treasure to this Nona' heart. More thoughts later from this random thinker!

More Thoughts or Food for Thought

2008-01-22T11:26:00.000-08:00

We had a very busy weekend, but a very rewarding one. Saw more people than I can name at the moment, besides I really want to share my God thoughts with you not lists of names and places. It dawned on me that the greatest need for the survival of mankind is hope. I will elaborate on that thought more as we go along in this particular blog....Back to last week and my thoughts regarding Lot. In order to leave Sodom and Gomorrah Lot had to travel through the valley of Zoar...I realized in further contemplation that in order to get to the mountain top God has designed for us we must travel through the valleys of life...the valley floor is the richest soil, because so many give up and loose their way that their decaying carcasses become the fertilizer for future life. I do not want to become fertilizer I want to be the one who benefits from the fertilizer. Ezekiel was prophesying to the dead bones of Israelites who had lost their hope in God...they gave up on their dreams to be a united people with a land of their own...they let their past...slavery, disobedience and wars define who they were. It is important that God and HIS eternal hope define who we are; not circumstances....the key is to keep moving forward in faith. Faith is best contrasted by doubt. Faith only becomes faith when it overcomes doubt. Don't despair if you have found yourself doubting the promises of God....encourage yourself in the Lord and ask for an abundance of faith to overcome the obvious and reach for the miraculous. I believe Popa is still alive today because his faith rises above his doubt when the physical symptoms present themselves. He encourages himself in his God, he puts his hope in the fact that God says HIS mercies are new every morning. The Bible says in Hosea 2:15 I...will make the Valley of Achor a door of hope. It was Achan sin that led to his stoning and the valley was named the valley of Achor or the valley of trouble. There is trouble on everyhand. The scripture even says don't worry about tomorrow, today has enough troubles of its own. The very thing that could destroy you can be turned by Almighty God in a door of hope. There is no one like our God. Psalm 100:5 For the Lord is good and his love endures forever; HIS faithfulness continues through all generations. As parents and spiritual leaders we embrace the goodness of God and his everlasting love, we proclaim to those following us that the faithfulness of God will never end. There is hope in our God. I read Psalm 25 today and was blessed by the Psalmist cry that God remember him and vendicate his plight. No matter where you are today, cry out to God and ask HIM to be your hope and your strength; to give you HIS peace that passes all understanding. That literally means it defies the current circumstances. Psalms 107:1 Give thanks to the Lord,for HE is good, HIS love endures forever. Proverbs 23:18 There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off. That is a promise from God, Hope brings strength to your bones. Psalms25:4&5 Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; gude me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long. My prayer is that all day long we remember the author and finisher of our faith. HE who has begun a good work in us will be faithful to complete it. Teach me Lord, how to trust in you through every moment of every day. Blessing on you all...may God encourage you with HIS love today. NONA

Focused Random Thoughts

2008-01-19T20:53:00.000-08:00

It has been an anxiety filled week of recovery for Popa. The procedure on his eye really fractured his nerves. We are finally on the upswing and things are moving back to normal...whatever that may look like. I have spent much of this week reading and pondering 1 Corinthians 15. The Apostle Paul presents a very convincing argument for the resurrection of Christ. It is the pivot of our faith as Christians. I was extremely aware of verse 19 when it says that if all we hope in is found in this life then we are most miserable. There is an eternity with God that awaits us on the other side of death. I heard someone say again today none of us are leaving this earth alive. Of course, to that I add unless we are still here at the final trumpet call. The truth is we begin moving toward death from the first breath we take. After church on Wednesday evening my friend, Sharon, and I ran into some mutual friends...once again I believe it was a divine appointment and I really enjoyed being out and about till after midnight. Only you night owls would understand the thrill of a late night. It was busy week for us, as we visited with our eldest daughter and her children in Silverton for one evening and then met our friend from China for lunch in Salem, hurried home to meet for a couple of hours with some old friends from Roseburg. Then today, Popa convinced me to attend a Bar Mitzvah of an old friend's son. It proved to be very moving and extremely meaningful for our friend that we were there. It is so good to see the personal growth that takes place in those we know. Tomorrow is Sunday and we will be in Portland with more dear friends to worship and share a meal. We will spend the night with my mother and head home on Monday to begin yet another week. Knowing that God holds all of our tomorrows is comforting. We like the Psalmist say...Only God knows my comings and my goings...HE has designed the course for our lives. May each of you experience his great peace and direction in your lives this next week. P.S. it would be comforting to read again for yourselves 1 Corinthians 15. Much love to you all. Nona

More random thoughts from Nona!

2008-01-11T14:01:00.000-08:00

Popa had an outpatient surgical procedure done on his right eye this week. The retinal specialist deposited a steroid via needle into Popa's eye to try to stop the bleeding and swelling. It was a very anxiety producing experience for Popa. We arrived home with an instruction sheet that dictated eye drops every hour on the hour and the head of our bed raised for 2 days. Not much sleep happening the first couple of days, but we are improving in that area now. We are very hopeful that it is the doctor's skill that God will use to bring a ready solution to this health dilema. Craig's sister has been put on a kidney waiting list as she is in kidney failure. It seems like a continual battle to keep these two physically well. I pray God intervenes in 2008. This blog will be rather lengthy as I try to articulate my thoughts regarding God for the past several days. I have had thoughts that have raced throughout scripture so brace yourself; here goes.....
1. Unity is not one mind - it is one heart for the things of God. Romans 15:5
2.You can be obedient to God and be going through hell - look at the disciples, Jesus told them to go to the other side of the lake - they were obedient to get in the boat and found themselves in a fierce storm. Of course, they encountered the divine walking upon the water. May we all encounter the divine in the storms of life.
3. Genesis 19:16 it is the story of Lot procrastinating against what God had told him to do. verses 23-26 says that Lot's wife looked back from behind him and was turned into a pillar of salt. verse 30 God says to Lot to go through the plain (the valley) to the mountain top. We aren't meant to live in the plain/valley. David said in Ps. 23 tho I walk through the valley...Ps 121
I look to the hills from whence cometh my help. God designed us to live on the mountaintop, the valleys are for passing through. Take heart, there is help in the storms...Jesus comes walking on the water -there is a way of escape! Look up, look ahead, keep moving don't camp out in adversity. The mercies of the Lord are new every morning. If we are continually stuck in the past we are likely to miss our future. We wait patiently on God to move us to the next mountaintop of our lives. Thank you God for 2008, it is 365 new beginnings.
4. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. John 10:27 says "my sheep know my voice" Because of the wording "know my voice" we associate this with hearing, but I am more and more aware that it is a spirit to spirit connection - a sense of knowing HIS will and connecting with it...I pray, Lord, I want to be beautiful in your sight, soften my heart, strengthen my faith and fill me daily with a great measure of your spirit....may the purpose of my life be to please you.
5. I know you are tired, but just a couple of more thoughts, ok maybe a couple of long thoughts.....Being one of Jesus' sheep is followed in Scriptrue by the fact that HE knows us (John 28); so often we put the emphasis on knowing HIM, but it is all encompassed in the fact that HE KNOWS US - the knowing from a female mind has a lot to do with conversation...so we engage in talking to God about ourselves (as if we could enlighten HIM on anything) HE already knows our lying down, our rising up; the intents of our hearts...what if it is simply about us listening to HIM as HE makes Himself known to us?
6. Job 13:15 "though HE slay me, yet will I hope in HIM" Hope is the paste that sticks the fabric of our lives to God. Never to be torn away. Isaiah 46:10-11 says "MY purpose will be established, and I will accomplish my good pleasure. I will bring it to pass, I have planned it, surely I will do it. God's good pleasure being brought to pass is dependent upon HIM....HE declares "I will do it" This bring great comfort to my life...it is about HIM using anything and everything to bring me to HIMSELF in greater revelation. I am truly being conformed to his image. Last thought I promise
7. Ps 4:6 "who can show us any good? Let the light of your face shine upon us, O Lord. Phillipians 4:8 Finally brothers, whatsoever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about these things." As Kingdom people, we must quit being enticed by the dark shadows and be totally enraptured by the lgiht of God, HIS character, HIS nature, HIS love and finally HIS enternal victory....please help me advertise that we are more than conquerers in Christ. Thanks for reading and listening with your spirit. NONA

Nona's Thoughts about Popa's Birthday

2008-01-03T20:16:00.002-08:00

My original blog regarding Popa's Birthday somehow did not get published or saved as a draft. So, I quess it was not to be! Popa's birthday ushered in his 57th year on this earth and our hopes for a blessed new year in health and spirit. We celebrated with friends from Portland, our youngest daughter and her family and one of our cohorts on our trip to China. Daugher #1 was here in the a.m. and her family helped Popa say goodnight to 56 on Wednesday. It was a great day and Popa got some really cool gifts some of which he will purchase for himself tomorrow. Look out, he is getting the surround system he has wanted for a very long time. Wednesday of this week he will have a minor eye surgery to try to stop the retinal bleed he has had for the past several months. God knows and we rest in HIM, the author and finisher of our faith. We are excited as we move forward in Christ; knowing HE will provide for all of our needs and that we are an extension of HIS life in us. Middle daughter is in Charlotte for an interview and then onto Louisville, Kentucky for another interview and then to New Orleans for 2 more interviews.....we are praying for God's perfect placement for her as her residency begans in the fall. God is always faithful and we are excited about HIS hope being released afresh and anew in our lives. Press on in the faith and continue in the way of our Savior and Lord, His mercies never come to an end. Nona

Sometimes our thoughts are better left untold!

2007-12-30T18:38:00.000-08:00

Sometimes our thoughts are better left unsaid, at least that is a good excuse as to my more than a weeks absence of writing on my blog. I have had so many thoughts it has been difficult to sort them all out. There are moments when I think I have the mind of Christ on a subject but all too soon I find that is not the truth. I heard a famous preacher say the harder the future the more difficult the decision to surrender to God's way is. I do not want that to be the case in my life, I want to enter into the way God has for me....I am desperate to find HIS place for me in this life. Vague ministry is not something I enjoy, neither is the denial of what I am called to do with a passion. If God is not going to release the calling could HE at least remove the desire. All of this babbling to most of you and thus you now understand why I have been hesitant to blog. I have moved through some trememdous wounding in the past few days and realized that if God does not rise to my rescue, there will be no rescue; I will not destroy others in order to save myself. Now, that leaves lots of questions in your minds doesn't it? I am sure all of you can relate to incidents where you are accused and even blamed for things that you had no part in...what do you do? People's perspectives become their realities; interesting enough their perspective is often skewed by their emotions. Having said all that, explanations are sometimes vain and lack usefulness. Only God can change the hearts of men and that is why the scriptures exhort us to pray for those who dispitefully use us and to pray for our enemies.....it frees us from offense and allows God to deal with the other person. God you do what you do best, deal justly! I want to be made in HIS likeness and sometimes I must enter into sufferings in order to be made. I have rambled on quite sufficiently for one night. Look for more thoughts in the next day or two. NONA

Just thought I write a line or two for those who faithfully read my thoughts!

2007-12-18T19:23:00.000-08:00

Today has been an interesting day! I spent much of it reflecting on my grown daughters and their reactions to their growing up years. I am not passing judgement in any way....I am simply observing them and some of the comments I hear them make. I cannot help wondering if God does not spend a lot of time contemplating our growing into HIS likeness. I always intend to write a simple little blog without any spiritual overtones, but it simply will not do....that is not who I am. I have been looking back over my growing up years, I know my parents did the best they knew how...I like everyone else wish they had done some things different, but that is the past. It is the future that lies ahead of me and at this stage of my life...I am responsible for my own choices. Taking responsibility for oneself is a big job. It took me many years to figure out I cannot make other people do anything...they get to choose. I hope sometimes in vain, but other times I am pleasantly surprised by the responses I see in others. Commitment and covenant are two words people say they understand, but I tell you I see very little evidence of true covenant among Christians especially. We have all become as self-centered as those who have never met Christ. The Christ of Christmas is one who gives, and gives, and gives again. I want to be a giver of myself and all that I possess. Try investing yourself in others and you will find true happiness. Besides sharing yourself is a great gift. Once again, one of those disjointed little discourses that this Nona takes on quite a regular basis.

Holiday Nona!

2007-12-13T22:15:00.000-08:00

Yes, I know it seems like I am always on holiday; but the truth is that life is just plain hectic. My mother has had some health issues and I have been traveling over 230 miles each week just to be present during some interviews that are necessary at this stage in her life. Next week promises to be more of the same! Popa had to have an epidural injection today, then another doctor's appointment this afternoon, then home for a few hours and out to dinner. Tomorrow we are off to eldest daughter's house for our family Christmas. Middle daughter will be traveling to New York next week for a residency interview and then Christmas with her sister-in-law and family. We are excited to get the hub-bub experience in parts and parcels this year. It will be fun to see all the grandchildren open their Christmas presents. I wonder if God is excited to see us experience the gifts HE has for our lives? I am sure HE is doubly delighted when we use the gifts HE has given. I want to encourage you all to be open to the gifts of the Holy Spirit this year and to use them as the Lord leads you. I made fudge, almond roca, and bon bons today. It is always enjoyable to see the labors of your hands turn out. You all realize that each one of us is the workmanship of God's hands. I wish you all the joy of knowing Christ this year. The Nona of five adorable and excited grandchildren.

More tired thoughts!

2007-12-06T22:30:00.000-08:00

It's Thurdays, I returned the twins home yesterday and then went to my Mom's to meet with the Physical Therapist, who reiterated that my mom should have someone with her 24 hours a day. This produced much anxiety in my mom. I pray that God grant her peace and strength in the coming days. Popa and I will be spending Christmas early with our girls and then be with Mom and Joe for Christmas Day. I am trying to get out a Christmas letter to those who live far away...if you live within 25 miles of me here is your card....MERRY CHRISTMAS...MAY JESUS FILL YOUR LIVES THIS YEAR AS NEVER BEFORE! With my love, the Nona of you know who! Popa rearranged my family room furniture while I was away...it's ok for the season, but I will rearrange it in the near future while he is away. Popa also brought some things home, vases of sort, after I have feverishly worked at decluttering my moms. Which believe me is no small task. Anyway, Popa will be getting rid of his trinkets in the very near future...the last thing we need is more trinkets....my current motto is "if you can't wear it or eat it, you don't need it" (and I'm sticking to it). Of course a lot of wearables need to be tossed from my closet as I have not worn them in over a year at least. So like us, I wonder if God ever wonders if we will get rid of the flesh that we hang onto. I am sure HE is more committed to the process than we are or HE would be long gone from the relationship by now. Oh, how I love Jesus and the good news is Oh, how HE loves you and me. NONA

Tired Thoughts

2007-12-04T20:20:00.000-08:00

I am so thankful that God is never tired, the scriptures says HE neither slumbers nor sleeps. My mother had an episode with her heart about 10 days ago and I spent 5 days in Portland. I arrived home late one night to realize that the following day required a trip back north to celebrate the 90th birthday of a beloved man of God. Popa and I are honored to have known this man, his integrity, his love for God and family, and his sincere heart for righteousness. Happy Birthday Verlin! On the way home we spoke with our eldest daughter and found out she was pretty sick. We went to fix her children dinner and put them to bed...it ended up being dinner in the car and bed at our house. The following morning found me with one of her twins at the after hours clinic, long story short, antibiotics for strep. Eldest daughter ended up in Urgent Care the same morning with strep also. We have used several packages of Lysol wipes around here and washed everything in sight. Tomorrow the twins go home and I return to Portland to help with a couple of appointment for my mother. I have done lots of praying this week on the run....but God listens anyway. HE is faithful even when we aren't. HE is always available and so willing to be involved in our lives. If my blogging has mistakes, please grant me grace and pray that my life return to some sense of normalacy soon. Love and Grace to you all in this Joyous Season of our Savior's birth. More, hopefully sooner than later. Nona

Tuesday's Thoughts!

2007-11-27T13:42:00.000-08:00

Hopefully they are not my own! My mother had a heart stress test today; she was in nuclear medicene for over two hours. She desperately wants to go home from the hospital and so we anxiously await answers. Hooray for me, my mother was a real mother like the one Dr. Laura actually approves of. She has loved me unconditionally over the years and still voices her approval of my choices when they are wise. She never fails to tell me she loves me and that she is proud of me. She encourages me to live out my faith on a daily basis, therefore painting a picture of my relationship with God rather than merely talking about it. I am sad that my mother has faced hardships that have left her wounded and scarred but grateful she found my step-dad to love her and care for her. I still find comfort in her warm carress and smiling face. Today will end with the only surety we can hold on to...God is God and HE will be with us. HIS promise is sure, HE never leaves us or forsakes us. I am sure I will have more thoughts before the day ends. NONA

Thoughts?

2007-11-26T17:04:00.000-08:00

I just read my oldest daughter's blog and found out my grandson is again having problems with his feet. You can find her link on my blog page under swimming in laundry. I am at the hospital with my mom, Herbie is home waiting for more tests on Wednesday and I am in ernest search of God's thoughts. I am back to this ... God is God! Help me Lord be willing to accept your perfect plan for my life. Grant me hope and peace!

Do our thoughts really even matter?

2007-11-26T16:00:00.000-08:00

Since I blogged last....grandson is doing well. The typical three years old is reappearing. Thanksgiving came and went with two turkey meals, one with middle daughter in Portland and one with our entire family at our home on Saturday. Middle daughter in Portland set a beautiful table and with the help of an awesome mother-in-law fixed a fabulous meal. Due to the medication I was taking I hear I was a looney woman. I have had a viral infection and have not quite been myself, I am feeling better and looking forward to being pain free wthout medication that affects my sanity. I have come to a few realizations lately....our thoughts are just that, our thoughts, and they may not be shared by anyone else. So....the fact that God's thoughts are above our own is profoundly significant. God help me to follow your ways, and to pursue finding your thoughts. The holiday season is upon us and the best news for me is that my shopping is all done. I will still have to write the annual Christmas letter and do some end of the year bookkeeping, but life should be less stressful. Finding some simple stocking stuffers is an option I may or may not engage in. I am looking forward to warm cozy nights in front of the fireplace with good friends and family. My prayer for each of you is that you find yourself tuned into God thoughts.

A Vareity of Thoughts!

2007-11-16T21:51:00.000-08:00

Popa and I were visiting a friend in Sheridan, Oregon, when we got a call that our grandson was in the ER in Mayberry with some very disturbing news. It appears that an x-ray showed a suspicious spot on his hip...add that to his inability to walk and well he was transported by ambulance to a hospital in Portland. Stress, stress, and more stress! Popa and I were devestated as we drove to ER trying to reach our little guy so we could kiss him and pray over him before the ambulance took him north. We prayed every selfish prayer a grandparent can pray when their off-spring is sick. IT is very difficult to pray "if it be your will" when the outlook is dismal. We did get to see our little prince and pray over him...it was very comforting to see him with our own eyes, to see his shy little grin and to hear his little boy phrases. I must say this little guy loves his Popa and was delighted to see him. It was very hard on Popa and I to see our daughter and her good husband suffer through this experience. What do people do in crisis without God? After a lot of blood test and exams by specialists our little guy was sent home without a diagnosis. The doctors don't know, one doctor said on Tuesday he was not the same little boy he had seen on Monday evening. Prayer does work! At his check up on Thursday they think it is synovitis caused from post viral trauma, it causes arthiritis type symptoms and is self limiting. Providing the symptoms abate in the next couple of weeks and our grandson has no more problems walking the ordeal will be part of his history. On Monday night at the hospital I began to feel like my back was "going out" and sure enough by Wednesday morning I was almost unable to stand up. After two days in bed I went to the doctor today and found out I have severe muscle spasm and needed two prescriptions and physical therapy. I did have a revelation this week in the middle of life as it was swirling around me. I tried to bargain with God, HE doesn't bargain, Popa offered his life for the life of our grandson, God doesn't make trades, I tried to pray "if it be possible let this cup pass", God is not detoured in HIS plans, I did pray "thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven" hoping against all hope HIS plan did not entail the loss of my grandson....and then smack in the middle of my I need to pray frenzy...I asked God to heal not because our family has been through enough, not because we would serve HIM no matter what...but simply because HE IS GOD...HE IS IN CONTROL....and because HE CAN! My thoughts all boiled down to one thought...GOD is GOD, there is no other, HE alone hold the keys to life and death. So, for all of you who are facing difficult days, God is God, HE is more than able to accomplish what concerns us today. More later, Nona

Some thoughts that might make me think I am older than I realized!

2007-11-11T21:28:00.000-08:00

What does all that mean? I've forgotten! Could that possible be a thought that age is upon me? I do know that I do not have the stamina I had as a younger woman. Notice I did not say young? I said "younger" because it was not all that many years ago that I could leap over a tall building with ease. Now I can hardly see the tall buildings. It has been an eventful week. I have not been feeling well and then we had a young couple get married this week-end and my daughter and I helped with the bouquets and setting up(and tearing down) the reception hall. Thank you Linda and Sharon for the extra hands and transportation. Let's just say, not long ago this would have been a piece of cake, at midnight last night however, my back was screaming and my feet were swollen. Today, I am almost back into the state of denial and believing yesterday was just a fluke, I really am 29 with the energy to conquer the world. One thing age has taught me is this: life is fleeting and it only what we do for Jesus that counts. Eternity is just that e t e r n i t y....forever without end. I have come to realize I want to make this life count for Christ down through the ages. Lord, help me to dance like no one is watching, sing like no one is listening and love to love like you are keeping track. Help me to worship you with my feet, my voice, and my whole heart. The grandsons were here tonight and we all played computer games, ate popcorn, and signed onto lego mission.com. More later from an almost young Nona.

God help me to have your thoughts!

2007-11-07T16:57:00.000-08:00

This morning as I read my bible (Acts 16:14) I was struck with some thoughts regarding Lydia, the scripture says God opened her heart. What an awesome thought....God can actually open our hearts to HIS Kingdom. 26 verses later, after Paul and Silas have been released from prison, it says they returned to Lydia's home where they were comforted and refreshed. Lord, my prayer is that you would open my heart and cause me to be an oasis to your people in whatever state I encounter them. God has been speaking to me about "Kingdom" and how different it is than church. Doing church does not build HIS Kingdom, but doing Kingdom does build HIS church. Kingdom is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Ghost. (Romans 14:17) The essentail evidence that one is experiencing God's Kingdom is a life of righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. Righteousness is right standing with God and with mankind; peace is the ability to rest in the knowledge of the ONE who is able to lead us and guide us - it is born out of total obedience to God; and finally joy is found when our emotional well being is based solely on the fact that our names are written in the lambs book of life. Paul and Silas rejoiced and praised in prison and their restraints were removed. No matter what circumstances you are facing...praise the ONLY ONE WHO IS WORTHY OF OUR PRAISE and you will find yourselves released and in a place where you can be strengthened and refreshed. God is asking me to get my stuff together....in other words "focus on Kingdom". God's thoughts about us are all that really matter and I know that my God loves me, is plentiful in mercy, and HIS grace never comes to an end. The good news is HE feels just the same about you. So, begin to live out HIS kingdom right where you are. Much love and grace to you in Christ Jesus. The Nona of FIVE adorable grandchildren. Thanks girls for blessing me with your offspring.

Just a simple thought from Nona

2007-11-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

Life is full, but is it meaningful? Busyness does not equate with effectiveness, usefulness, or satisfaction! I have been busy, but is it a life that is satisfying? I am forever changed by the events of our trip to China and realize that what really matters in life is what we are storing up for the next life. My children and grandchildren are the primary reasons for my life here in Oregon. I love the fact that we as a family have been able to traverse the often difficult transition in adult relationships with our daughters and their husbands, Well now, the grandkids are easy....who doesn't love adorable little people? I do ramble on don't I? I have been gone this week for a couple of days, spent some time with the grandchildren in Mayberry, as my daughter likes to call the little city where they live. I realized why we have children when we are young, they have tons of energy and creativeness that I can hardly keep up with. My friend found herself in Federal Court this week, sometimes one must ask??????where is justice oh God? I trust God will deal with people who think they are above righteous decisions! It is hard to keep up with all that is going on around me and yet not hear the cry within for a life that brings glory to God. I am ruined by being in God's presence and I long for it on a 24/7 basis. Please do keep reading my blog, I will get my head on straight here shortly and return to a good blog of sorts. More later! A Nona with not many thoughts for today.

Unsure Thoughts!

2007-10-21T23:21:00.000-07:00

Wow! I can't believe that I have not posted to my blog since September 25, 2007. Well here I am, we left for China on Oct. 1st at 7:15 a.m. from the Eugene Airport. We got up at 4:30 a.m. after going to bed after 1 a.m....we started out tired but very excited. Our airfare tickets were a great price, but the seats were so close together it was a long trip from San Francisco into Beijing, China. Popa's epidural wore off five days before our trip began, so his doctor arranged an emergency injection on Friday before we left on Monday. It worked and Popa was able to walk the many hours we spent on our feet in China. The trip was probably the most awesome trip we have ever taken, it seems surreal and we have only been home a week. We met many wonderful people, had a fantastic interpreter, and a more than gracious hostess. Our accomodations were more than we expected and we were even able to do a load or two of laundry in the Chinese washing machine provided in our bathrooms...thank goodness for a western toilet. Even some of the finest businesses in China still have the "squatter style toilet". I can honestly say that two weeks of practice does not make perfect. We felt that our FATHER did a wonderful job of planning our entire trip. We were privileged to get to spent 4 hours at the University of International Relations with the English students in a one on one English speaking exchange. The Department Head treated us to a lunch fit for royalty, literally! They honored us with beautiful gifts in exquistely wrapped boxes. Our trip to the Great Wall was a day to remember for so many reasons. We had an excellent van driver that FATHER so graciously arranged and beautiful sunny weather. I was amazed to stand in that spot and realize that the sky is the same everywhere, as are the mountains, the bodies of water, the vegetation, and the cycle of life....it is simply the people and the culture that vary. We found the Chinese people to be very warm and accepting of us and we formed many loving relationships with those we met. we returned home on the 13th of October with a borrowed suitcase to hold all our trinkets. We did a day of shopping at the Pearl Market, it was fun and exhausting all at the same time. It is our intent to return to China in the Spring of 2008. I would love to share more details with any of you who are interested in person. I will return to my bloggers state of writng on a semi-regular basis. We missed the grandchildren and their parents. We have seen them all this past week and are happy to report that they are still the delights of our hearts. Nona

Just Thoughts!

2007-09-25T22:38:00.001-07:00

For those of you who read my blog on a regular basis, pray for us while we are in China October 1 through the 13th. I won't be blogging while we are gone. I have left a complete itenerary with my daughters. I returned my son-in-law's pocket knife to his wife tonight, met her in Salem for dinner and a quick visit. She gave us each one of her (first) professional business cards. It is hard not to be a little overbearing in our proudful boasts about her pursing her PhD. Not sure I will blog much before leaving for China as Popa and I have lots to get done before we leave. Daughter #3 is taking us to the airport...yeah we get to fly out of Eugene. I need to get in some extra visiting with the two grandsons here in town, we are pretty use to seeing each other everyday. Got a good revelation from my favorite book today....ask me about the "goodness of God"! Hint: it has to do with Moses wanting to see God. God allowed HIS goodness to pass before Moses! God is so awesome! I marvel at HIS great deeds in our lives. I submit to HIS plan when it is different than my own and I allow HIM to restore my soul...to plant new hope within and that causes me to want to see HIS glory. NONA

God Thoughts!

2007-09-22T23:22:00.000-07:00

It is late on Saturday night, almost Sunday morning and here I am sitting at the computer thanking God for HIS faithfulness. HE alone is the answer to life. Was invited to a 40 year telephone company reunion in Myrtle Creek, Oregon today; for some of you who don't know I worked at the telephone company in Myrtle Creek as a service representative in the business office for the first four years of my married life. It was a wonderful experience and it provided some lifelong friendships. I was aware all day long of how wonderful it is to know Jesus and how empty life can seem for those who don't know HIM. I am grateful for HIS care and direction in my life. Yes, we got our visas for China and will be leaving in eight days. What is in store for all of us? Part of the attraction is our total trust in God orchestrating our days. We trust HIM to provide opportunities and divine appointments. I plan to keep a daily journal of events and will record some of my thoughts right here on Nona's Thoughts when we return. I pray each of you will celebrate the goodness of God in your lives on a daily basis and will take hold of the opportunity to worship every chance you get. Good night after a very long day, which followed a rather long week. NONA

Scattered Thoughts

2007-09-18T22:01:00.001-07:00

We are less than two weeks away from our departure to China. I can hardly think of anything else. Went to see my Mom on Sunday, spent the night and took her to a doctor's appointment on Monday before driving home in three hours of stop and go traffic. I have been making a little jewelry with daughter #3. Oh happy Day! Going tomorrow to Silverton again to help daughter #1 with some move in projects while Popa helps son-in-law build some shelves in the shop so they can get the barn stuff organized. Moving is a lot of work!!!! Found Popa the "CROC's" he wanted for the trip to China, he has not felt well for the last couple of days. Tomorrow will be better I'm sure. Hosted two young couples groups this week and am amazed at the wonderful friendships I see God building. Had a wonderful meal with some of them tonight and enjoyed every bite. Grandchildren are doing grrrreat! More when my brain can focus. Nona

Thoughts of days when all is done!

2007-09-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

Spent a couple of days in Silverton with daughter #1 and her lovely family. I had the privilege to repay some long overdue wallpaper stripping, ugh! Popa and son-in-law took the twins to the farm for what we called "only for boys days" and it gave daughter and I some needed time to attack the five layers of paint and wallpaper on the entry way. We rented a steamer....not sure where to weigh in on it's effectiveness. The 1st part of the task is done and now paint and some redesign are next. Ate good food and enjoyed being with Violet. Interesting how life repeats itself in our children and grandchildren. Popa and I came home last night and crashed and spent most of the day resting. Little grandson from up the street came for a little while before school and after school today; he and I sat in the hot tub for a little while...it felt so good. Then off to Costco to spend money I should be saving and home again for another nap. Next subject....if you know me at all you know I love to jump subject frequently without any precursor....Feeding on the faithfulness of God means to rest in the fact that HE is in control, that HE will provide and that HE knows our names and where we live. Oh God help me to taste and see that YOU are good! nona

Excited Thoughts!

2007-09-11T22:07:00.000-07:00

Booked tickets today for a trip to China beginning Oct 1, 2007. I cannot believe it is actually in the works and we are going with wonderful friends. God wonderfully connected us a little over a year ago to a new friend in China, actually she is an old friend of one the ladies we are traveling with. Anyway she teaches English in Beijing and we will be visiting her in her fine city for 12 days. The best news is we get to fly out of Eugene...no overnight in Portland in a Hotel the night before departure. I looked up tours of The Great Wall, it is very convenient out of Beijing and only about $20. I do not know what all awaits us but I know the ONE who does and feel this is the beginning of something....what does something look like? I don't have a clue; I just feel a strange anticipation. It is exciting to see God fulfill HIS word over my life...HE spoke to my mother 48 years ago about my going to China! Isn't HIS faithfulness awesome? Tomorrow is a day of work as we go to the Salem area to help clean out "the barn" at "the farm". My joy will be seeing the three grandchildren who belong to daugher #1. More later. God spoke to Popa and I and said to "feed on HIS faithfulness"....so far it tastes exquisite. Nona

Late Night Thoughts!

2007-09-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

We had a very busy day. Church in the am, friends over for lunch, then a jewelry class for me while Popa watched a tennis tournament. Then we rode like the wind down to Rosebury to attend church with some old friends. It was a "body building" service and very profound for us. We got to minister to others but were very blessed by their ministry to us. The prophetic voice of God restored hope and vision and brought peace to the anxious areas of our lives. Popa was especially enriched by the healing power of God as it flowed over his emotions and spirit. A visiting pastor gave us a word out of Psalms 37 and there were several confirmations regarding what God is doing....God has been forging us, not a pleasant process but one that produce what the forger desires!!!!! Onward in God we go. Then Pastor C said he wanted to "honor us" before his people and before God. Rich deposit as those words flowed from his lips. God is so very faithful! It is now after 1 a.m. and I should go to bed...am still trying to warm up after the ride home on the motorcycle. Plan to be in Salem a couple of days this week as Popa helps son-in-law move the barn contents from the farm to a shop in town. It will be fun to see Violet, Big Weld, and Herbie. More thoughts later. Nona