After spending almost an hour trying to figure out how to sign into this blog site I have to wonder if I should be posting anything. I hate change, the older I get the more I hate it. I had this system down, and then of course they go and change it so I have to really think, I mean really exercise the gray matter between my ears to figure it out. Let me just tell you, just because I got here once does not mean I could do it again with any ease. I sometimes tell myself, my brain does not consider my age but my body reminds me daily. Then signing into my one and only blog becomes an overwhelming challenge and I know I have only been fooling myself. My brain is aging right along with the rest of me.
Time is passing all too quickly, my grandchildren are taller and more mature than they were in January. My neighbor across the street fighting cancer with three children as her audience is losing hope as her body deteriorates by the moment. Some days the sadness of the inequality of life seems to loom heavily over my thoughts. I think that is why the Bible clearly says "hope deferred makes the heart sick". A sick heart needs the spark of its creator if it is to rebound from the brink of disaster. My thought at this moment is I am glad I have an anchor in the ONE, Christ Jesus. HE is the only unchanging variable in my life. I can only encourage each of you to make sure your soul is anchored in the Savior. May you find the peace and grace of God to be sufficient in every circumstance. More next time, if I can find my blog and remember my sign-in.
