Questioning Thoughts

Time is passing very quickly! I find myself questioning my accomplishments for the day; questioning my motives for service and even questioning my personal resolve. I find it very comforting to know ONE who never changes, who is the same, yesterday, today and forever. Of greater comfort is to be known by HIM and still be accepted and loved. I find the simple but complex demonstrations of love bestowed upon me as contemplative as any elusive diagnosis. Others choosing to love me by the mere exertion of their will has provoked me to find a true Christ-likeness I desperately want to imitate. I seem to be caught up in this season of life between loving God and people and questioning the effects of a rare disease. Poor Papa, he troops through it all like a stedfast soldier bent on making his maker proud. I sometimes want to throw up my hands and say "I quit"; however the sounds of those words don't change the reality of my current life and I am left with questioning thoughts!

Questioning