Are these really my thoughts?

Today I am tired...physically, emotionally and spiritually.  I know the scriptures says he will not put on us more then we are able to bear. Ugh! Do we have to be taxed to the limit?  Joe, Mom's husband, was in the ER for 7 hours on Sunday night with more bad news, the cancer has spread to his abdomen.  He looks so sick already, I cannot imagine how much more his poor body can endure.  We got home at 3:30 a.m. Now, we need a wheel chair and a hospital bed.   More moving on the horizon, not our favorite thing to do. Popa and I have made 19 trips to Portland in the last ten weeks and this week promises to be at least two trips also; yet God's grace never wears thin. God is ever faithful and HIS strength is imparted at just the right moment in time.  We marvel at the ways of the Lord and then are able to look back and see how much He has grown us in the process.  Nothing we are going through is for naught, HE has a plan to make us into his likeness.  Whatever situation you find yourself in, don't despair; the light of God wants to shine through you.  Be willing to be conformed.  I wish that you might prosper even as your soul prospers!